Digestive diary
Added 2022-01-14 10:00:24 +0000 UTCStill suffering with mouth ulcers, I’ve completely given up in the idea of putting pressure on myself to maintain my weight until I’m better, then I’ll just have to work extra hard to gain back what I’d lost as well as to start putting it on again. Just feeling really miserable and down to be honest.
i was feeling too sore to even attempt eating until the evening so my stomach was rumbling painfully. I’m not into hunger but god, the growling was insane! And so embarrassing because the constant noise was an indicator of how greedy my gut has become! I’m sick of feeling my insides trying to digest itself!
I eventually managed a couple of tins of soup but i couldn‘t even manage any bread so I ended up laying there with a bloated gut sloshing away but without my hunger sated! That seems really unfair!
on top of that I haven’t been able to afford one of my mediations recently and as a result I had a really upset tummy yesterday so on top of the hunger rumbles I was gurgling glassily and uncomfortably and spent some very uncomfortable hours on the toilet which were beyond embarrassing!
I’m sorry this week has been a disappointing digestive journey - any get well vibes you can send my way are greatly appreciated! I need to be able to eat!
