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Forgive me! It was necessary!

A few months ago Covid-19 killed one of the most important people to me. I just didn't know what to do. First I went into mourning, then I became depressed. It was impossible for me to continue feeling so bad. The process was long and remains difficult. I thought a lot about how to inform you about it, after all, this one is a page of entertainment and fun. But I bring good news. I'm coming back! I found motivation in the friends who support me and especially in all of you who stayed here. You deserve my best! I'm already producing at full speed and I guarantee that soon you will have incredible content. Once again, I want to thank every supporter who stayed here. Take care, get vaccinated! I love you all!

Comments

It's been too long. What has happened to him? Anyone know?

My deepest condolences. Please tune out any asshole who is treating you less than humane and demanding work from you because they are giving you money. Grief takes on many forms. Do whatever it is you need to do in order to process and heal.

Logan M.

Stop subscribing. I’m happy to continue supporting this incredible artist in his time of grief. He isn’t taking peoples money. You sign up to donate when you become a patron and you can cancel anytime. He will be back and more content will be created.

JohnBatez

Yeah I might cancel too…

Just shut down your patreon, you're taking people's money.

Tyler Durden

Yea, I'm cancelling

autoprotect

“Producing at full speed.” Please keep us updated so I’m not paying for nothing

A month later and still nothing…. Hope everyone is ok!

Dont worry about it.

This is actually very typical of 18+ content creators. I'm sorry for your loss, however it has meant for many that you've seemingly stopped caring all together. On the bright side, this has helped me end my addiction to this type of content. So, I choose to be grateful.

absolutely no problem at all! we’re here for your content, not the amount of time you make it in <3 i’m so sorry for your loss

alex Richard

Hey! What's the update on your project???? Not a single peep about it.

Tyler Durden

Nothing screws with a person's entire being like grief does, especially when it comes to the creative spirit. I am very sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you're feeling better! Heal at your own pace. I'm also sorry that so many people are so callous and lacking basic human decency. The haters can all screw off.

we all understand, but after three weeks of nothing from your apology, and after three months paid for nothing, perhaps the initiative for a refund of at least two months should come to you. you would make a good impression.

Wow …. This is honestly the most heartless post I’ve ever read in my entire life! Have some humanity fgs!

I really need a 3-month refund.

Luis Muñozcano

June is over, and three weeks after your come-back announcement there has been no notice of you! We all have losses caused by covid, but we still work and live. I have been charged today again for...nothing! Please be serious and either produce or give the monet back.

Luis Muñozcano

I paid again for another month and after this post no more content :(

Any updates?

AntmanPH

I'm sorry youve been through such hard times. I'm glad you're feeling better. 🥰

Jeremiah LaFleur

I lost my grandfather in the beginning of this year to it so I can understand. My heart goes out to you to have found the strength to continue

Any idea on a release date now?

Tyler Durden

I'm sorry for your loss x It's very brave of you to tell your supporters like this. Welcome back 💛💛💛

Wishing you the best from California.

Todo tiene un propósito y lo siento por lo que te pasó

So sorry to hear that this plague has touched your life so drastically. Super happy to have you back <3 Sending positive vibes that you're on an uphill win streak for at least awhile :*

TK

Todo tiene su tiempo en nuestras vidas y cuando hay tristeza , debemos darle tiempo para que se marche y nos deje volver a ser nosotros mismos. Lamento tu perdida, pero seguro que dondequiera que este esa persona se habrá ido con la alegría de haberte conocido y haber tenido tu cariño. Bienvenido !!!

FHG

I'm very happy that you came back. A month ago I lost my mother to Covid-19, I'm walking in short steps. It hurts a lot more we need to get up, no matter how much this wound never heals, we need to continue our walk. A big hug for you

I’m so sorry for your loss and it’s very understandable that rl and the pain you’re going through needed your full attention. I’m very glad to have you back, but please focus on you and those around you affected by this. While we can’t wait to see more of your talent don’t overload yourself as it won’t help your mental health. If you need the time or even just to slow down let us know, I’m sure everyone will be extremely understanding.

Patrick Simpson

I’m glad, we finally got a response from you, but also sadden that it was under this circumstances. You can always just let us know if you need time away to process things; anyone can understand that. As long you tell us whats going on us, I will continue to support you.

Im so sorry for your loss it takes time to recover and start again but be brave. Im glad you are coming back here stronger than ever with multiple ideas

Lejay

I lost a young 1st cousin to COVID-19. I understand your loss.

I lost 3 friends/family members to COVID, as well. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's frustrating not to have someone to blame, sometimes. My husband and I are sending you all our love - we love watching your videos, together, so I know he'll be glad you're ok, too. <3

Zac

💜💜💜

JohnBatez

Take AS MUCH time as you need. There's no time limit on grief, fam. I'm so so sorry 🙏

Tato E

my condolences to you and all who are mourning this loss im glad you took the time to process everything and come back at ease instead of not being your full-time self and force yourself into work so wish you well and glad to be a part of your support team also welcome back cant wait to see what you have in-store for us

I’m so sorry! Such loss can be extremely difficult to get through however, I’m glad working through this tough time. I pray you find peace! Welcome Back!

Give yourself space to grieve. It has a way of making you think you’ve dealt with it, then pops up in the most unlikely moments. I found myself sobbing uncontrollably in a mall one day. It came out of nowhere. When my husband died, it was, and still is, the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. I’ve had cancer twice and that was a cakewalk in comparison. A friend told me that I would be angry with him. That sounded absurd, his death was an accident, why would I be angry? Then I started having bad dreams about him that puzzled me. In one he left me to marry a woman. True nightmare that was. When I finally admitted I was angry that he left me here alone, the dreams stopped. So allow yourself to feel the emotions. Take time for yourself when you need it. We aren’t going anywhere.

Randy

Its ok we love u xoxoxo and do whatever u need to do to keep that mental stability xoxo

pray for your friend, and support you forever :)

Chris

I hope you have a nice and good recovery!! BEST WISHES!!

Lol Em

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Jordan Yaoi

I am deeply sorry to here of your loss. This has been a bad time for the human race but we in Britain are lucky to have the NHS. You have every right to look after your health and your mental well being. My best wishes to you.

william campbell

We love you too

Burnand Nicolas

I am really sorry for your loss! I hope you are in good health and coping with this. I don't believe it's us you need to worry about! Please take good care of yourself and stay strong, that's what matters.

Cristi

So sorry for your loss, praying everything else is okay! Good to see you’re okay!❤️

Awwe, Hope life starts treating you better, sorry for your loss

I’m sorry to hear about your loss, but I’m glad your back to work. I look forward to seeing more of your animations. Stay safe!

I’m so sorry for your loss and I apologize for the delay in replying back to you. We understand your taking time off. Not a problem.

I'm sorry for your loss. As happy as I am to learn of your return, please be assured that we understand when you take time to heal.

Jezza Smilez

My condolences on your lost, I’ve been losing members of my community every few months this year and it’s been a lot to get through. Don’t feel bad about taking breaks for yourself and collecting your thoughts! We’ll be here! I’m glad you’re alright and thanks for updating us! Take it easy!

Cephalo

you should focus on taking care of yourself first and then coming back to us, the important thing is to remain positive even if you can't there's always a brighter tomorrow

We appreciate everything you do and take care of yourself emotionally mentally and physically . I’m sorry for your loss . Stay strong 💕

Richard Gomez

I'm sorry. Please keep taking care of yourself. You deserve it!

We love what you do and we mourn with you.

Very glad to hear you’re doing better. So sorry for your loss. Take good care of yourself. Great to see you again!

Stardust Dumbass

love and hugs to you. Be well and take your time, no worries we'll be here when YOU'RE ready to return ❤❤

I'm glad covid did not take you as well, that was one of my greatest fears. I very much understand the need for a break and definitely don't hold it against u. I hope your mental healing went and is going well, all your friends care for you and hope for the best for u. *hugs*

Epei

Mr. X-Toon. I'm sending healing vibes your way. Do take care honey.

Dorn

Oh babe, your well-being always comes first! Glad to hear you're feeling better!

Henrique Saucedo

No need to apologise! We love your work and that means we worry about you! If you need more time for yourself please dont feel like you need to give explanations or apologise for being away! Grief is difficult to deal with and covid is a terrible virus. We can only hope people wear their masks, get vaccinated and wash their hands so it ends as quickly as it can. Take care 💜

I am very sorry to hear about your loss. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing!

Cary Summers

I’m so sorry for your lost. We are here to support you.

Puppy Roxas

I’m so sorry for your loss! Please take all the time you need. We understand <3.

Oooof. Condolences and thank you very much for pulling through

Willi

Absolutely no need to apologize! I wish you peace and comfort and the strength to heal from your loss. It's much more important to have that part of your life balanced! We will all be just fine my brother. Peace and love!

Big Dick Bandit

We are here to support YOU as a person, with needs, and with a "real life" to deal with. I am personally very sorry that you lost someone close - and understand it is not easy at all. Throwing yourself into work can help, but don't ignore your own healing. Please, be kind to yourself, and take time when you need it - and reach out for support - your mental and physical health is most important here (not the entertainment / content) Be strong - we appreciate you!

Brutus Salazaar

Stay strong 💪🏽

Condolences during your trying times. Glad you're doing better.

Kazameltis

Take your time. Your mental health is always going to be more important🥰💜

I’m so glad you’re ok - your well being is the most important thing. ❤️

David U

Please remember to take care of yourself first. Take the time to mourn and know that all that love you and your work understand.

Steven Hennessee

I’m so sorry for your loss. Your mental well being is so much more important than content creation. I am happy to hear you are feeling better! Stay strong!

Average Joe

Your life, outside of your art and content ,are more important and deserve your full attention. Please don't apologize! You have all my love and condolences from the U.S.

SoulSol

There’s no need to ask for forgiveness. Your mental, emotional, and physical health is far more important than our entertainment. We’re just glad that you’re doing better. And as you can see, you have our condolences.

BrySpire

Take care of yourself and of your friends and family. All my love from France.

alyosh

It’s a good news to know ur come back and receive all my wishes to ur mental and ll get better

Je t'envoie tout mon amour depuis la France ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Je te présente toute mes condoléances et je t'apporte tout mon soutien, tu es un superbe artiste et ton art m'apporte beaucoup de bonheur. Bises de Montpellier et très vite ^^

Christophe Pichard

My condolences on your loss and my hopes that your mental health, as well as physical health, get better with each passing day.

Sending love your way, take your time! We’ll support you either way.

Boyco

Very sorry for your loss! Such a thing is extremely difficult and I am glad you are taking time to process your feelings. I, for one, will be here until you are ready to create again.

No problem, we understand you, the family and friends are more important than animations.

Giovanni Giraud

My deepest condolences for your loss, I understand how hard it is to lose someone important. I'm glad you're doing well and look forward to what you have planned

DHD

Oh thank goodness you are fine, everyone on the server was worrying that the worst had happened as we lost some other artists to the virus. My condolences for your loss, it is tough to close a big gap in ones heart. We dont blame you for having to take your time to mourn and remember them. Im overjoyed to finally hear from you again, as everyone else in the server is. Anything we can help with, let us know Toon!

Inicka-Iniers

I was concerned about not hearing from you in the Patreon feed, but I subscribe because I believe in your talent as an artist. I would like to imagine that many of us feel the same way, that disaster comes for us all in our lives and we need the people who support us to remain with us during the hard times as well as the good. I've never doubted that my Patreon subscription is money well spent, and know that for many of us, we take the older definition of patronage seriously. I've loved all your work so far, and I am glad you are on the road to recovery. I cannot begin to imagine your loss. Now more than ever, know that many of us aren't going anywhere. :)

Andy McHugh

I’m sorry for your loss! Take care of yourself first, we’ll be here 😘

Love you too ❤️

Shyan Simpson

❤️❤️❤️

Totally understandable, take care always and my condolences.

Love you, guys!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm glad I stayed knowing that you were in a dark place, when I saw you active on Twitter I was happy to know you were alive 😅. Please know we are here for you, all we ask are updates via Twitter if anything happens in the future.

Totally understandable! I support you 100%! Love your content you never disappoint! Stay encouraged stay positive. You will make it through. Constantly praying for you!

Thck_azz

So happy to see you coming back and my condolences

Keep up your motivation and I’m sorry for your loss but they wouldn’t want you to be sad they would want you to continue with you life x

Back to $10 subscription now that you are back. Looking forward to all the new content.

Glad you're back and hope you get better! Loss is never easy and please don't feel bad about how you dealt with it regarding us!!! 💕

Doggo Jacco

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m glad you are once again finding fulfillment and meaning in your work, and hope that you will continue to heal. Many hugs from me and the others here.

Jack Weisenstein

I’m sorry for your loss. We’re here for you.

My most sincere condolences for the passing of your loved one. As one who has suffered many of those these past few months, and none COVID related, thankfully, I know where you are coming from. Should you need someone to talk to, you're welcome to drop me a line.

L A

Thank you, Dan!

We’re here to support you ❤️ you take care of yourself first. Your own health (mental and physical) is more important than making content for us

Shyan Simpson

Sorry for your loss

Noah Downey

I was so happy to see that you didn't abandon me or give up on me!

Only the best for you and yours. Good wishes


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