Forgive me! It was necessary!
Added 2021-06-08 15:19:44 +0000 UTCA few months ago Covid-19 killed one of the most important people to me. I just didn't know what to do. First I went into mourning, then I became depressed. It was impossible for me to continue feeling so bad. The process was long and remains difficult. I thought a lot about how to inform you about it, after all, this one is a page of entertainment and fun. But I bring good news. I'm coming back! I found motivation in the friends who support me and especially in all of you who stayed here. You deserve my best! I'm already producing at full speed and I guarantee that soon you will have incredible content. Once again, I want to thank every supporter who stayed here. Take care, get vaccinated! I love you all!
Comments
It's been too long. What has happened to him? Anyone know?
2021-12-25 06:46:41 +0000 UTCMy deepest condolences. Please tune out any asshole who is treating you less than humane and demanding work from you because they are giving you money. Grief takes on many forms. Do whatever it is you need to do in order to process and heal.
Logan M.
2021-07-26 19:05:14 +0000 UTCStop subscribing. I’m happy to continue supporting this incredible artist in his time of grief. He isn’t taking peoples money. You sign up to donate when you become a patron and you can cancel anytime. He will be back and more content will be created.
JohnBatez
2021-07-21 00:32:08 +0000 UTCYeah I might cancel too…
2021-07-17 18:40:41 +0000 UTCJust shut down your patreon, you're taking people's money.
Tyler Durden
2021-07-15 02:24:29 +0000 UTCYea, I'm cancelling
autoprotect
2021-07-13 20:55:53 +0000 UTC“Producing at full speed.” Please keep us updated so I’m not paying for nothing
2021-07-13 16:27:16 +0000 UTCA month later and still nothing…. Hope everyone is ok!
2021-07-13 03:06:37 +0000 UTCDont worry about it.
2021-07-08 03:24:40 +0000 UTCThis is actually very typical of 18+ content creators. I'm sorry for your loss, however it has meant for many that you've seemingly stopped caring all together. On the bright side, this has helped me end my addiction to this type of content. So, I choose to be grateful.
2021-07-07 04:07:50 +0000 UTCabsolutely no problem at all! we’re here for your content, not the amount of time you make it in <3 i’m so sorry for your loss
alex Richard
2021-07-07 00:35:19 +0000 UTCHey! What's the update on your project???? Not a single peep about it.
Tyler Durden
2021-07-04 21:39:16 +0000 UTCNothing screws with a person's entire being like grief does, especially when it comes to the creative spirit. I am very sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you're feeling better! Heal at your own pace. I'm also sorry that so many people are so callous and lacking basic human decency. The haters can all screw off.
2021-07-03 16:17:36 +0000 UTCwe all understand, but after three weeks of nothing from your apology, and after three months paid for nothing, perhaps the initiative for a refund of at least two months should come to you. you would make a good impression.
2021-07-03 06:47:44 +0000 UTCWow …. This is honestly the most heartless post I’ve ever read in my entire life! Have some humanity fgs!
2021-07-02 15:34:39 +0000 UTCI really need a 3-month refund.
Luis Muñozcano
2021-07-01 17:10:51 +0000 UTCJune is over, and three weeks after your come-back announcement there has been no notice of you! We all have losses caused by covid, but we still work and live. I have been charged today again for...nothing! Please be serious and either produce or give the monet back.
Luis Muñozcano
2021-07-01 16:38:46 +0000 UTCI paid again for another month and after this post no more content :(
2021-07-01 15:23:37 +0000 UTCAny updates?
AntmanPH
2021-07-01 14:18:06 +0000 UTCI'm sorry youve been through such hard times. I'm glad you're feeling better. 🥰
Jeremiah LaFleur
2021-06-28 04:44:20 +0000 UTCI lost my grandfather in the beginning of this year to it so I can understand. My heart goes out to you to have found the strength to continue
2021-06-26 02:32:53 +0000 UTCAny idea on a release date now?
Tyler Durden
2021-06-26 00:08:18 +0000 UTCI'm sorry for your loss x It's very brave of you to tell your supporters like this. Welcome back 💛💛💛
2021-06-23 13:52:14 +0000 UTCWishing you the best from California.
2021-06-20 21:27:30 +0000 UTCTodo tiene un propósito y lo siento por lo que te pasó
2021-06-18 22:32:45 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear that this plague has touched your life so drastically. Super happy to have you back <3 Sending positive vibes that you're on an uphill win streak for at least awhile :*
TK
2021-06-14 22:48:19 +0000 UTCTodo tiene su tiempo en nuestras vidas y cuando hay tristeza , debemos darle tiempo para que se marche y nos deje volver a ser nosotros mismos. Lamento tu perdida, pero seguro que dondequiera que este esa persona se habrá ido con la alegría de haberte conocido y haber tenido tu cariño. Bienvenido !!!
FHG
2021-06-14 22:36:45 +0000 UTCI'm very happy that you came back. A month ago I lost my mother to Covid-19, I'm walking in short steps. It hurts a lot more we need to get up, no matter how much this wound never heals, we need to continue our walk. A big hug for you
2021-06-13 20:13:37 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your loss and it’s very understandable that rl and the pain you’re going through needed your full attention. I’m very glad to have you back, but please focus on you and those around you affected by this. While we can’t wait to see more of your talent don’t overload yourself as it won’t help your mental health. If you need the time or even just to slow down let us know, I’m sure everyone will be extremely understanding.
Patrick Simpson
2021-06-13 01:11:35 +0000 UTCI’m glad, we finally got a response from you, but also sadden that it was under this circumstances. You can always just let us know if you need time away to process things; anyone can understand that. As long you tell us whats going on us, I will continue to support you.
2021-06-12 13:25:26 +0000 UTCIm so sorry for your loss it takes time to recover and start again but be brave. Im glad you are coming back here stronger than ever with multiple ideas
Lejay
2021-06-12 08:17:19 +0000 UTCI lost a young 1st cousin to COVID-19. I understand your loss.
2021-06-12 06:32:57 +0000 UTCI lost 3 friends/family members to COVID, as well. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's frustrating not to have someone to blame, sometimes. My husband and I are sending you all our love - we love watching your videos, together, so I know he'll be glad you're ok, too. <3
Zac
2021-06-11 17:23:47 +0000 UTC💜💜💜
JohnBatez
2021-06-11 14:10:42 +0000 UTCTake AS MUCH time as you need. There's no time limit on grief, fam. I'm so so sorry 🙏
Tato E
2021-06-11 01:42:21 +0000 UTCmy condolences to you and all who are mourning this loss im glad you took the time to process everything and come back at ease instead of not being your full-time self and force yourself into work so wish you well and glad to be a part of your support team also welcome back cant wait to see what you have in-store for us
2021-06-10 20:22:42 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry! Such loss can be extremely difficult to get through however, I’m glad working through this tough time. I pray you find peace! Welcome Back!
2021-06-10 11:58:08 +0000 UTCGive yourself space to grieve. It has a way of making you think you’ve dealt with it, then pops up in the most unlikely moments. I found myself sobbing uncontrollably in a mall one day. It came out of nowhere. When my husband died, it was, and still is, the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. I’ve had cancer twice and that was a cakewalk in comparison. A friend told me that I would be angry with him. That sounded absurd, his death was an accident, why would I be angry? Then I started having bad dreams about him that puzzled me. In one he left me to marry a woman. True nightmare that was. When I finally admitted I was angry that he left me here alone, the dreams stopped. So allow yourself to feel the emotions. Take time for yourself when you need it. We aren’t going anywhere.
Randy
2021-06-10 05:57:59 +0000 UTCIts ok we love u xoxoxo and do whatever u need to do to keep that mental stability xoxo
2021-06-10 04:39:08 +0000 UTCpray for your friend, and support you forever :)
Chris
2021-06-09 15:48:45 +0000 UTCI hope you have a nice and good recovery!! BEST WISHES!!
Lol Em
2021-06-09 12:20:31 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Jordan Yaoi
2021-06-09 09:48:45 +0000 UTCI am deeply sorry to here of your loss. This has been a bad time for the human race but we in Britain are lucky to have the NHS. You have every right to look after your health and your mental well being. My best wishes to you.
william campbell
2021-06-09 08:36:05 +0000 UTCWe love you too
Burnand Nicolas
2021-06-09 06:49:19 +0000 UTCI am really sorry for your loss! I hope you are in good health and coping with this. I don't believe it's us you need to worry about! Please take good care of yourself and stay strong, that's what matters.
Cristi
2021-06-09 05:48:45 +0000 UTCSo sorry for your loss, praying everything else is okay! Good to see you’re okay!❤️
2021-06-09 01:59:36 +0000 UTCAwwe, Hope life starts treating you better, sorry for your loss
2021-06-08 23:24:31 +0000 UTCI’m sorry to hear about your loss, but I’m glad your back to work. I look forward to seeing more of your animations. Stay safe!
2021-06-08 22:18:38 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your loss and I apologize for the delay in replying back to you. We understand your taking time off. Not a problem.
2021-06-08 21:53:53 +0000 UTCI'm sorry for your loss. As happy as I am to learn of your return, please be assured that we understand when you take time to heal.
Jezza Smilez
2021-06-08 21:27:19 +0000 UTCMy condolences on your lost, I’ve been losing members of my community every few months this year and it’s been a lot to get through. Don’t feel bad about taking breaks for yourself and collecting your thoughts! We’ll be here! I’m glad you’re alright and thanks for updating us! Take it easy!
Cephalo
2021-06-08 20:48:26 +0000 UTCyou should focus on taking care of yourself first and then coming back to us, the important thing is to remain positive even if you can't there's always a brighter tomorrow
2021-06-08 20:35:27 +0000 UTCWe appreciate everything you do and take care of yourself emotionally mentally and physically . I’m sorry for your loss . Stay strong 💕
Richard Gomez
2021-06-08 20:25:09 +0000 UTCI'm sorry. Please keep taking care of yourself. You deserve it!
2021-06-08 20:17:58 +0000 UTCWe love what you do and we mourn with you.
2021-06-08 20:01:27 +0000 UTCVery glad to hear you’re doing better. So sorry for your loss. Take good care of yourself. Great to see you again!
Stardust Dumbass
2021-06-08 19:38:27 +0000 UTClove and hugs to you. Be well and take your time, no worries we'll be here when YOU'RE ready to return ❤❤
2021-06-08 18:58:26 +0000 UTCI'm glad covid did not take you as well, that was one of my greatest fears. I very much understand the need for a break and definitely don't hold it against u. I hope your mental healing went and is going well, all your friends care for you and hope for the best for u. *hugs*
Epei
2021-06-08 18:41:21 +0000 UTCMr. X-Toon. I'm sending healing vibes your way. Do take care honey.
Dorn
2021-06-08 17:49:05 +0000 UTCOh babe, your well-being always comes first! Glad to hear you're feeling better!
Henrique Saucedo
2021-06-08 17:30:20 +0000 UTCNo need to apologise! We love your work and that means we worry about you! If you need more time for yourself please dont feel like you need to give explanations or apologise for being away! Grief is difficult to deal with and covid is a terrible virus. We can only hope people wear their masks, get vaccinated and wash their hands so it ends as quickly as it can. Take care 💜
2021-06-08 17:28:05 +0000 UTCI am very sorry to hear about your loss. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing!
Cary Summers
2021-06-08 17:10:28 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your lost. We are here to support you.
Puppy Roxas
2021-06-08 17:05:53 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your loss! Please take all the time you need. We understand <3.
2021-06-08 17:03:38 +0000 UTCOooof. Condolences and thank you very much for pulling through
Willi
2021-06-08 16:59:37 +0000 UTCAbsolutely no need to apologize! I wish you peace and comfort and the strength to heal from your loss. It's much more important to have that part of your life balanced! We will all be just fine my brother. Peace and love!
Big Dick Bandit
2021-06-08 16:57:26 +0000 UTCWe are here to support YOU as a person, with needs, and with a "real life" to deal with. I am personally very sorry that you lost someone close - and understand it is not easy at all. Throwing yourself into work can help, but don't ignore your own healing. Please, be kind to yourself, and take time when you need it - and reach out for support - your mental and physical health is most important here (not the entertainment / content) Be strong - we appreciate you!
Brutus Salazaar
2021-06-08 16:48:20 +0000 UTCStay strong 💪🏽
2021-06-08 16:39:19 +0000 UTCCondolences during your trying times. Glad you're doing better.
Kazameltis
2021-06-08 16:20:23 +0000 UTCTake your time. Your mental health is always going to be more important🥰💜
2021-06-08 16:16:22 +0000 UTCI’m so glad you’re ok - your well being is the most important thing. ❤️
David U
2021-06-08 16:15:10 +0000 UTCPlease remember to take care of yourself first. Take the time to mourn and know that all that love you and your work understand.
Steven Hennessee
2021-06-08 16:06:44 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your loss. Your mental well being is so much more important than content creation. I am happy to hear you are feeling better! Stay strong!
Average Joe
2021-06-08 16:05:10 +0000 UTCYour life, outside of your art and content ,are more important and deserve your full attention. Please don't apologize! You have all my love and condolences from the U.S.
SoulSol
2021-06-08 15:54:48 +0000 UTCThere’s no need to ask for forgiveness. Your mental, emotional, and physical health is far more important than our entertainment. We’re just glad that you’re doing better. And as you can see, you have our condolences.
BrySpire
2021-06-08 15:45:49 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself and of your friends and family. All my love from France.
alyosh
2021-06-08 15:45:43 +0000 UTCIt’s a good news to know ur come back and receive all my wishes to ur mental and ll get better
2021-06-08 15:42:32 +0000 UTCJe t'envoie tout mon amour depuis la France ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Je te présente toute mes condoléances et je t'apporte tout mon soutien, tu es un superbe artiste et ton art m'apporte beaucoup de bonheur. Bises de Montpellier et très vite ^^
Christophe Pichard
2021-06-08 15:39:41 +0000 UTCMy condolences on your loss and my hopes that your mental health, as well as physical health, get better with each passing day.
2021-06-08 15:35:35 +0000 UTCSending love your way, take your time! We’ll support you either way.
Boyco
2021-06-08 15:33:51 +0000 UTCVery sorry for your loss! Such a thing is extremely difficult and I am glad you are taking time to process your feelings. I, for one, will be here until you are ready to create again.
2021-06-08 15:32:57 +0000 UTCNo problem, we understand you, the family and friends are more important than animations.
Giovanni Giraud
2021-06-08 15:32:03 +0000 UTCMy deepest condolences for your loss, I understand how hard it is to lose someone important. I'm glad you're doing well and look forward to what you have planned
DHD
2021-06-08 15:31:29 +0000 UTCOh thank goodness you are fine, everyone on the server was worrying that the worst had happened as we lost some other artists to the virus. My condolences for your loss, it is tough to close a big gap in ones heart. We dont blame you for having to take your time to mourn and remember them. Im overjoyed to finally hear from you again, as everyone else in the server is. Anything we can help with, let us know Toon!
Inicka-Iniers
2021-06-08 15:31:09 +0000 UTCI was concerned about not hearing from you in the Patreon feed, but I subscribe because I believe in your talent as an artist. I would like to imagine that many of us feel the same way, that disaster comes for us all in our lives and we need the people who support us to remain with us during the hard times as well as the good. I've never doubted that my Patreon subscription is money well spent, and know that for many of us, we take the older definition of patronage seriously. I've loved all your work so far, and I am glad you are on the road to recovery. I cannot begin to imagine your loss. Now more than ever, know that many of us aren't going anywhere. :)
Andy McHugh
2021-06-08 15:30:46 +0000 UTCI’m sorry for your loss! Take care of yourself first, we’ll be here 😘
2021-06-08 15:30:22 +0000 UTCLove you too ❤️
Shyan Simpson
2021-06-08 15:30:10 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️
2021-06-08 15:29:38 +0000 UTCTotally understandable, take care always and my condolences.
2021-06-08 15:29:23 +0000 UTCLove you, guys!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
2021-06-08 15:26:11 +0000 UTCI'm glad I stayed knowing that you were in a dark place, when I saw you active on Twitter I was happy to know you were alive 😅. Please know we are here for you, all we ask are updates via Twitter if anything happens in the future.
2021-06-08 15:25:49 +0000 UTCTotally understandable! I support you 100%! Love your content you never disappoint! Stay encouraged stay positive. You will make it through. Constantly praying for you!
Thck_azz
2021-06-08 15:25:14 +0000 UTCSo happy to see you coming back and my condolences
2021-06-08 15:24:54 +0000 UTCKeep up your motivation and I’m sorry for your loss but they wouldn’t want you to be sad they would want you to continue with you life x
2021-06-08 15:24:21 +0000 UTCBack to $10 subscription now that you are back. Looking forward to all the new content.
2021-06-08 15:24:19 +0000 UTCGlad you're back and hope you get better! Loss is never easy and please don't feel bad about how you dealt with it regarding us!!! 💕
Doggo Jacco
2021-06-08 15:23:27 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry for your loss. I’m glad you are once again finding fulfillment and meaning in your work, and hope that you will continue to heal. Many hugs from me and the others here.
Jack Weisenstein
2021-06-08 15:22:56 +0000 UTCI’m sorry for your loss. We’re here for you.
2021-06-08 15:22:41 +0000 UTCMy most sincere condolences for the passing of your loved one. As one who has suffered many of those these past few months, and none COVID related, thankfully, I know where you are coming from. Should you need someone to talk to, you're welcome to drop me a line.
L A
2021-06-08 15:22:38 +0000 UTCThank you, Dan!
2021-06-08 15:22:25 +0000 UTCWe’re here to support you ❤️ you take care of yourself first. Your own health (mental and physical) is more important than making content for us
Shyan Simpson
2021-06-08 15:22:21 +0000 UTCSorry for your loss
Noah Downey
2021-06-08 15:22:21 +0000 UTC