a little quagmired and changes afoot

April has not been a good month for me. On the very first day of the month I went through something pretty emotionally crippling and it took me several weeks to feel normal again. All you need to know is that I was left pretty heartbroken and not in the mood to do anything remotely sexual in nature, on top of everything else that goes on in life.

When I was feeling OK to get back to work with my projects again, I quickly realized that what I had planned for that magical/engineer Orc project was not going to work the way I had planned it to. It didn't click with me at the time that images of men that were too "ghostly" in appearance wouldn't exactly be a plausible turn on for anybody; be it diegetically within the confines of the scene or just as fapping material.

So I've decided to rework the project a bit, and I think the current results are much better than what I've originally planned. It'll also result in a new quickie (Orc on his knees getting a milkful from another Orc), for reasons that'll become obvious once everything is complete.

Unfortunately this means that this project has been delayed again for another month. So come May, that means Big Supporters from April and March will then (hopefully) finally receive the finished project. Yes, that also means the Siggy reinterpretation project has been delayed too. I hate delays but I don't like compromising on my creative integrity either. I just wish I didn't start the month with a fucked up situation, but it is what it is.

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Lastly, I will also be retiring the Oracle patron tier. I've been talking to Siggy a lot lately about certain fetishes related to his interests (embarrassed nude men), and I would really like to try more projects in that same vein. I'd like to get an updated Dwarf/Panda model ready too at some point for both of us to use. Considering all the difficulty I've been having lately with being timely, there would be no way for me to explore projects that interest me on a more personal level if all I could do are Oracle picks.

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Thank you for reading all of this and for your understanding. I'm sorry for the delays.