(random journal #3) what t does to a guy
Added 2023-04-14 03:07:57 +0000 UTCoh gosh oh fuck who knew injecting myself with man juice would make me stupid and stinky and sweaty and sex obessed??!?
help.
there are only three moods lately in unending flux and i am the bike chain that circles from sprocket to sprocket in a constant state of a quasi-boyish-teenage thing existence with no projected end in sight.
every single day i wake up in a pool of sweat (which is prolly a side effect of my antidepressants tho) and i stuff my bottomless stomach-pit with burgers and OJ (it keeps me from drinking beer) and cum my brains out and think my boy thoughts and go to sleep somehow passively, vaguely, distantly hungry and horny despite my activities and IT. DOESNT. END.
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feel like this goes without saying but NO im not actually just eating and fapping and sleeping, and this is def a huge oversimplification of how my emotional state - t isnt quite as debilitating as im making it out to be.
it's a fair amount of debilitating though.
Comments
I hope you're enjoying it at least If it is really debilitating though, I would for sure talk to your doctor about it. There might be changes in your dosage or the method of intake that would make the symptoms reduce a bit.
Elliotte D
2023-04-14 03:09:45 +0000 UTC
