Update 18/6/2564

Hello everyone, I hope you're all doing wonderful. This is already past middle of the month, I hope it's all going well for you. First of all, I want to apologize for very lack of content in this month since the braixen animation and its relevant contents are posted. I'm not doing very well mentally recently. I said to public once that I wanted to draw extra sequal to the recent lopunny mini story for FANBOX and SubscribeStar but I haven't started it at all.

From now on is kinda a vent, you might better choose to ignore it, but this here is the reason why I feel super demotivated and discouraged. This happen from time to time for me. The recent lopunny mini story I draw, I put a lot of time into it, literally 3 nights of drawing it for public because I don't want to abandon the followers who didn't pay for exclusive contents. But the result is that it doesn't seem like people mind about it much. Even though, at the moment, the interaction number is quite high (because I retweet it a lot) but it was discouraging because it makes me think about the complex topic that I have been feeling bothered about it for so long. Put a lot of effort for work but yet the feedback isn't even as much as someone's 1 hour doodle. It makes me feel like "Oh, why would I have to draw if things eventually settle by luck, and not skill and effort." This is like, something people keep complaining that I'm obsessed with too much but yet I can't stop thinking that way and whenever people complain about it, the worse it gets, I feel even more offended. So, I'm not sure how to treat this pain, like at all, except temporarily distract myself by playing games. I've been playing a lot of video games these 3 or 4 days and whenever I want to stop and draw the fanbox extra, my energy was all drained when I think about that complex. I don't want to see anyone else so I set invisible to my social media accounts. I also have to start online class on next 2 days so it's extremely stressful at the time, all at once.

In conclusion, the main point I write this update is mainly to apologize for lack of content just because of my stupid emotion. There're a lot, like actually a lot of people subscribe this month, x2 of last month actually. I really appreciate your support, I'll do my best to provide better content and be a better artist. I'll try to produce more content for remaining days of this month.