Some of you have asked:

First: There are some new $15/$30 tier joiners this week, thank you guys for checking the site out. If you don't have the snapchat info yet, message me and I will send it to you, please add me on there- I am logging in tonight to post some videos as well as on Patreon. In other words, stay tuned for a new video later tonight!

It is very embarrassing for me to do this but I am really appreciating how well-perceived my openness and vulnerability has been with you guys.  Knowing the situation I've been placed in, many of you have asked how you could help. This breakup caused me to lose everything, after sinking thousands into a new home with him last month. The goal was to grow in that home into the 600lb range+, unfortunately it didn't work out. The majority of my things have either been either thrown away, withheld or destroyed. I have been left without underwear, socks, shirts, recycling the same outfit over and over. I spent every dime I had saved on new furniture and signing the lease in our new home. He knew this, and still decided to cheat in our bed.  I have been sleeping on a broken couch at my old apartment and am now dealing with a leg injury from it. 

Upon request from a few of you, I've made an Amazon list of bare necessities I need at home to live and continue gaining throughout the month.  Please do not feel obligated by any means to do anything with this list if you don't want to, please just disregard this post, I am not trying to guilt or solicit anyone.  I don't want to give the wrong impression here.

There's a lot of apprehension behind posting this because of the support you guys already show me, however I hate to admit I'm fearful of the situation I'm stuck in. My primary physician believes the root issue of my thigh being numb is my sleeping arrangement, so I am forever thankful to have the help I had to sort that out.  The rest? It looks like it's time to work through. 

If you've read this far, thank you for putting up with my long-windedness. If you do decide to send anything from this list, message me and let me know so I can thank you properly and fulfill any personal requests you may have. The gratitude I have for everyone is incomprehensible.

List is here: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/U4VQ3JCYKE6T?ref_=wl_share