Little update for those who care ❤️

I’d like to apologize for being so disengaged when it comes to replying to messages and comments lately. Some of you have asked about my current situation so I figure I’ll try and keep it semi-private and limit it to Patreon. I like to be honest with you guys and give you the most intimate view of my gaining experience that I can.

Last Sunday, my ex and I officially called it quits. I discovered months of infidelity on his end and it was not something we could work through or cohabitate with, in addition to the concerns he’s expressed regarding my gaining. It was a toxic, emotionally abusive relationship and it had to end. I feel like I can finally communicate and talk with people again, and really interact the way I used to.

Unfortunately, this leaves me in a tough spot. In the last week I’ve lost about 13lbs, mostly due to a lack of anything to cook with, partially due to being active and having be on the go. My ex left my apartment a disaster once we moved into the new place, what furniture and belongings I did leave there have been destroyed. I’m currently sleeping on a couch with a broken frame and flat cushions, at 400lbs this is extremely painful and my body is not cooperating, thus making it hard to gain. I have nothing to cook with, nothing to sleep on and nothing to clean with currently. I’m using what resources I can to make it work but unfortunately this man took me for a fool and spent every dime I had.

In this shitty situation, I just ask for some extra motivation and encouragement. I love getting private messages from you guys, getting to know your journeys as well. If i haven’t replied to you please shoot me another message to remind me. Its time to really dedicate my energy to this site. If you guys know any way I can make some extra money at home (I’m really not in the condition to be doing any physical labor/labor outside the house right now), please let me know. I’m back in the Chicagoland area if anything is location specific.

I’d like to gain back the breakup weight I’ve lost however my resources are extremely limited. But, I know that’s what you guys are here for so that’s my top priority. I promise I won’t be shrinking. Gaining is my fuel. It’s my passion. It’s my priority. ❤️

If you’ve read this far, you’re truly an MVP and thank you so much for making me feel validated and supported on such a taboo goal like gaining, it truly saves me from feeling stranded.