Hibernation season

It's getting cold up here in Northern IL, and that means that it's time for me to stay inside for a while. I like to load up on groceries and see how long I can go without leaving the house. For the last week, I've been glued to the couch eating in excess, every single day. This is new for me, because I'm usually out of the house at least a few days a week, doing things for friends etc. It's becoming apparent that I am at the size where I am too big to continue helping people with things that require physical labor, so I haven't really been asked out of the house in a bit. The last time I did anything physical with my smaller friends, they made mention of my heavy breathing and seemed to be almost annoyed by the fact that I am too fat to keep up. I am loving it. My boyfriend has been ordering $30-40 worth of food every night when he gets home, and all we do is sit on the couch, get stoned and eat until we are ready to cum and pass out. Now that we are both out of work for the season, I really think we're gonna pack some more weight on. My goal is to have another 25lbs on me by the new year, body permitting. I think my biggest concern right now is diabetes, as I've upped my soda intake to over a gallon a day (it's addictive for sure.)

Lately, I feel my 4xl t-shirts rolling up my lovehandles and gut whenever I take a seat. I think my favorite "athletic" brands like Under Armour and Nike are out the window. Their 5xls seems to feel like a 4xl from everywhere else. I've ordered some larger ones to wear when I'm out of the house, but when I'm home I don't wear many clothes anymore, too sweaty. 

I am on the last notch of my size 52 belt which I bought too large in August. I am finding that I am breathing heavy, even at rest, both concerning and erotic to me. Some days I think I'm going to exercise to try and increase my stamina, but I usually just end up gorging on too much food to go for as much as a walk. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to try, I just don't think I'm cut out for being fit. The most exercise I have given myself in the last two weeks have been between my two trips to Walmart and Costco. 

I intend on filming more throughout the day, even if it's just little clips of labored tasks or waddling around the house. Now that my body seems to be affected by the fat more, it has made everything more erotic to do, quite literally. Another fattening month in the books.