My situation 我的狀況

Because of new rule about AI training from some social media, the current situation is very difficult for me.

That thing makes me very anxious, and don't want to post my works on those SNS.
Which means it will be really hard for me to earn enough money to live as a freelance artist or content creating artist. Because my art won't gain popularity, and there will be no more new viewers.

I know I am not that good. Even though my art become part of AI material, it's a disdain comparing to other amazing artists'.
But thinking about these years of effort and struggle on drawing, just like being stolen suddenly.
That is really frustrated.

I totally understand that every artists and content creators are facing the same problem as well, but my mental is just not strong enough to keep posting new work on those SNS.

I know that I can't prevent some people use my pic which I post on other platform to train AI intentionally (If they want to).
At least, I feel bit better if I don't know.

I try Glaze and Nightshade.(These are anti ai art programs). but my pc is too old to handle them.

I want to declare that my purpose of this post is for letting you guys know that I won't post full composition on social media platform except here (Patreon), Bluesky and other platfroms which don't use users' work to train AI in the future.
Instead of trying being a poor guy to let you guys feel bad for me, so you will pay me. Or something like that.

Even if I can't do art as my work for living, I will still draw and post my work here.
Because I really love drawing.

So, if you like my art, you guys can stay here and still see it here.
And I really appreciate you guys especially those people who willing to pay to see my content.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you all.


因為某些社群社交媒體的AI訓練新規，我現在的處境很困難。
這個新規讓我很焦慮，讓我很不想在那些社群媒體上發作品。
但這代表說，我很難以"接案形式的畫圖自由業者"或"創作內容的繪圖創作者"為主要工作，因為我得不到曝光，也很難會有新觀眾，基本上這樣很難賺到足夠的錢來養自己。

我知道，我的畫技、我的作品就算被變成AI素材，相比於其他厲害的繪師來說根本沒甚麼，但感覺這幾年來的努力和掙扎的學習，就像直接被偷走一樣，我的心裡不夠強悍到能繼續把圖傳到那些社群平台上。

我也知道，就算我不在那些AI訓練的社群平台發布新作品，我也不能避免有心人士把我的圖拿去訓練AI(如果真的有這種人的話)。
至少我只要不知道，我的心裡就還稍微能過得去。

我試過Glaze和Nightshade，這兩個能在你的圖上作加工能防止AI學習的軟體，但是我的電腦太舊了，沒辦法用，電腦會撐不住。

我先申明，我發這篇文章主要是想跟大家說，我將來不會在社群平台發出完整的作品，除了 這裡(Patreon)、Bluesky和其他不會比使用者的作品拿去 訓練AI的平台。

而不是試著裝成一個可憐人，取得你們的同情心去付錢給我。
即使我不能把畫圖當成工作來養活自己，我仍然會畫圖、發圖。
因為我愛畫畫。

所以如果你們喜歡我的圖的話，你們可以繼續待在這裡，這裡仍然能看到我的圖。
然後真的很感謝你們，尤其是那些願意付錢看我內容的人，感謝你們的支持
感謝你們。