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Added 2025-02-03 05:23:23 +0000 UTCComments
Bro i wish i could be there and give you a tight hug. Some people are just unconscious like that and it can suck especially when its family But remember you also have built and became part of a community who appreciates you and your work. You are not alone. It takes alot more courage to follow your heart, especially when you are going against preset expectations. Imagine following those expectations to study and become an engineer, then working 9-5, 5 days a week on something you don't enjoy. Not to mention there would be some other type of expectation of high salary or something at that point. Hard pass, you are at a better place.
Ash
2025-02-10 02:35:20 +0000 UTCHold on tight, sometimes shit happens in life. I understand what it's like. Talk to someone you care about and someone who continues to believe in you. When my father, who had never been interested in my life for many years (end did many terrible things), called me and asked, "Can I come to your birthday?" I just said, "No, you can't." I stopped communicating completely and did not reply to any messages, and it became easier for me. Now I stepped in another shit, I'm growing up and I realize that adulthood is not an easy thing. Every day, so much heaviness accumulates that you just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Although it's not like it's getting heavier... It's just that over time you notice more new things that are upsetting and that just can't be solved. You just have to keep living and squeeze all the good out of every day so that you don't notice the bad. You have us, we will support you in any situation. Heh... Probably not the most motivating speech...)) Anyway, I'm holding on and you're holding on, we're all going to stick together and everything's going to be fucking awesome. Before, when there was no Internet and people were going through much more terrible things alone, it was bad... In general, my charisma and intelligence are not leveled up, so I'll have to work on that)) I'm just sitting and crying in front of the monitor, it's too much life shit. I don't like it when good people cry, it's not fair. When I can't even really help. I do not know if this will help, but just hold on tight and enjoy even the little things that happens in your life. We are with you. And thank you for everything you do for me and for us. I hope you'll feel better soon.
Neksizer
2025-02-06 07:55:31 +0000 UTCNeel I know you just said you love your family and I understand that but honestly FUCK THEM BRO we all love you and we are all here for you man
Xavier
2025-02-04 05:39:53 +0000 UTCfuck man dont make me tear up....much love bro, love the content
Robz
2025-02-03 21:39:53 +0000 UTCi have no great relationship with my mother and i understand it could be really hard to talk about it. Prioritize your mental health, your opinion matters more than them. And keep close to people who cares about you, not by blood. Blood doesn't mean shit if they don't see anything but ur mistakes
Shortcake
2025-02-03 20:07:24 +0000 UTCTake some time, I understand the family stuff all too well, your videos are great keep up the good work 👍
BurdenTheWise
2025-02-03 15:13:52 +0000 UTCIt's really upsetting to hear that your family doesn't think highly of you. You are an amazing person and I always love your reactions and content. I can speak for everyone here, but this community you built is all here for you and we are all a family in that sense!
Innominatus
2025-02-03 14:59:39 +0000 UTCat this point just cut the ties with your family and maybe you can try and talk with your wife about it i think its always better to talk about things with someone you can trust
shimon458
2025-02-03 13:14:39 +0000 UTCI can only agree with the other comments. I can recommend the YouTube channel HealthyGamerGG. Although you seem mentaly very stable to me, the suffering you have is still real. You will find videos that help regardless, since his main goal is simply helping people who suffer. I can't recall the exact video, but I remember he had something about difficult relationship/communication with parents as well. Can only recommend. It helped me as well. Stay the way you are, you are amazing.
meta JmW
2025-02-03 13:02:14 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry about your family.. I know my words probably won't help much, but I really hope you can be happy and enjoy your life without your family bothering you. and if you ever need anything, even if we can't do much, we'll still be here for you. I'm sure it sucks being in such an awful situation, But you're doing your best in life, and the people who really know you understand how much of a hard worker you are. We're proud of you neel. We appreciate you. And we hope all your struggles and problems go away and resolve smoothly. Also, please don't force yourself to do anything if you can't do it. We understand fully, and want you to choose what's best for you ❤️ I wish you the best of luck man
Norami Yuuki
2025-02-03 11:23:35 +0000 UTC
