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New sports bra! 😍🌸

It doesn’t fit properly and the straps are too tight, but honestly these days 99.99999% of tops don’t fit. Also biggest size they had was an XXL so it was expected.

Top heavy and surprised I don’t topple over when I’m walking more often than I do.

Yes ... yes I do topple over at times when I’m walking. I don’t fall thank gosh , buttttt my body does go to one side like I’m about to trip and it does look like I have vertigo going on when it happens. (balancing problems) 😆

It happens often when I step off of the curb of the sidewalk or when I wear certain outfits.

New sports bra! 😍🌸

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Yep you hit the nail on the hammer! Like with the wreck because they were injured in it I have a check coming! Basically the worse issue it is the more the payout. The highest pay out would be if you lost the body part for whatever reason. That would be in the millions. It’s a higher premium than regular life insurance though so it’s definitely not cheap and that’s why most celebs insure their body parts lol. It doesn’t cover if you injure another part though, just that specific part you have insured.

Amanda Dawn

I enjoy the fact that I have some of the biggest naturals. All of my really good high school friends got pregnant and or married or jail / drugs , etc so I actually don’t associate with anyone anymore! The ones who have hit me up past few years have asked to borrow money and not really care about me / my well being and plus we moved! After about 6 months of starting this I made enough money to buy my own house and we moved out of state. The only reason I would have stayed is to be closer to my mom, but she passed away a day before we moved into the house so I don’t see anyone I used to know anymore. I do however have a really cool girlfriend I see here and there. She recently moved states and lives over 10 hours away now so I only see her when she comes down to visit for a weekend. If I had a few girlfriends I’m sure they’d be touching my boobs! I’m also sure if I were to go to the bar or club random women would ask if they’re real or ask to touch them😂😂 I’m a pretty boring / homebody and don’t drink so I never go out to bars or clubs to see if that would be true!

Amanda Dawn

oh dear how do you go down a flight of stairs? you can hardly see anything underneath you and your breasts will definitely shake extremely with every step. so without holding on tight and taking one step after the other it is definitely not possible

Martin Pelletier

Lets see how long this one last up, lol. And the girls starting to mess your balance, you be ok with it?

The Hazzman

That's really interesting! So what is the result of having your chest insured? Like if you have a worse injury to it (e.g. breast cancer, or some other sort of life-threatening medical condition), you get a pay out for it? Sorry for the morbid question, but I'm honestly not sure how it works having a body part insured!

Yoshi

Yeah I was shocked because I barely every see someone with big boobs. I would say hers were probably around a H and they stuck out way more than what little tummy she had. Funny story about the X-rays. So they do the whole X-rays , MRI , CT scans to make sure everything is fine and dandy. They have to redo the chest X-ray due to my boobs. So I get the bill few days ago and instead of it being $300 JUST for the X-ray it’s double that when it’s not even my fault. If the settlement wasn’t paying for our medical bills I would so try to fight that for some kind of body rights. I’m just glad I’ve had my chest insured the last 3 years. I was reading that like Madonna had some of her body parts insured and was like I want to do that. It was such a lengthy process though!😆😂🙄 I’ve been thinking about writing a book , not sure how to go about it right now, but maybe in a few years!

Amanda Dawn

Yeah you can definitely compare it to that, but slightly different! I’m really not sure! I know they swell because I can feel it due to the tenderness , but any other time I can’t feel the growth it just happens and I notice looking back at content , having a top that fit 2 months ago that fits funny or doesn’t at all anymore, more stretch marks and veins , etc. That’s pretty much how I tell!

Amanda Dawn

Yeah I bet! That's a substantial portion of your body mass that swells and gets sore. I can relate when I go to the gym and work out legs or chest - having a large, heavy muscle in pain makes it feel like your whole body is breaking! Not fun at all. Just a quick question (even though you may not read this comment because of the stacking), do you still sometimes get periods where they'll swell but then don't shrink any afterwards? I've read of cases where swelling can become permanently when you've got hormonal sensitivities (such as gigantomastia).

Yoshi

Wow, they're some very interesting stories! Particularly your interactions with the larger nurse, I'm sure she doesn't expect to be outdone by an otherwise rather small girl :P Was probably quite the memorable experience for her! I'm also glad that your chest didn't get in the way of them caring for you. I know that sometimes having a larger chest can give issues with things like X-rays and scans (due to the sheer amount of extra tissue) as well as getting a good read on ECGs (since the electrical impulses don't like to travel through watery fat/breast tissue). If you ever write a biography, I'm definitely interested in buying it.

Yoshi

Well monthly’s are just weird sometimes! Because not only do they feel like 100 pounds or more , but they are sooooo tender and sensitive during that time. The first 2 days are the worst!

Amanda Dawn

I will try to do another weigh in soon! 😂

Amanda Dawn

Yeah sort of like that! I know it’s not a bad thing at all now. I actually want to keep them and want to keep growing and if I didn’t like them or want them anymore I could definitely change that and have them the r word , but I don’t see that happening. Yeah honestly all of the nurses and doctors were just worried about my well being , getting me stitched up , looked at , X-rays and getting my heart rate down, etc. Then when I stayed at the hospital with him for weeks , they were all very sweet. I had 3 mention my chest , showed my breasts to one of them that asked , had my fiancé who was doped up on the IV drips and meds say my boobs are his weakness to a few of the nurses as they came in and then I even mentioned something to a team member as well. Here is how it went! 2 guys came in to do an X-ray of my fiancé’s abdomen and I had to leave the room. I sat outside the room because I couldn’t stand well due to still limping. So as I was sitting there the physical therapy team actually came up to me to ask if they could go in and work with him and I said , “They’re currently doing some X-rays shouldn’t be no more than 5 mins if that.” They said they’d come back. When I looked up at the lady all I saw was some stacked up , perky boobs sticking out from her chest and before I knew it I just said , “You have some big boobs!” I said sorry it’s not everyday I see big boobs, but I know em when I see them. As I say that I’m literally picking up my chest from my lap and jiggling them slightly. (boobs still hurt then) And she just laughed and said she had nothing on me. She was also really pretty and had a decent dump truck on her too. I was just amazed.😂😂😂 Another story! It was however very awkward when they brought me in and cut my clothes off and then my boobs just went to each side like “how you doinggggg?” 😂😳 Awkward because there were like 3 ladies and 5 guys crowded around me and I just had a tshirt with no bra on and some sweat pants with no undies on. I know it’s their job being in a trauma unit , but obviously nothing like that had ever happened to me wreck /injury / trauma wise so I didn’t know that’s what they did first thing. 🥴 Makes sense why they do that though! One boob was pretty scratched up and the other one was already really bruised up. I’m sure no one really said anything to me about my chest due to you can literally sue for anything these days , but the team I had were very respectful and did their job. I think we had maybe 1 nurse who was just very snotty and bratty the whole time being there like she hated her job and wanted to take it out on her patients.

Amanda Dawn

Yeah I can totally understand that. From your history and how you grew up, you felt that "being different = bad". So now even with your body positivity and the fact that you love yourself and your body now, you still think in your mind that others don't, and you'll get singled out for that. All I can say is we love you, and love seeing you :) And not just cuz of the boobs. I was glad to hear the doctors weren't trying to pressure you into a reduction or anything.

Yoshi

It's interesting that you say "I couldn't handle that 24/7", yet their current size is what your period size would have been just a few months prior. And in a few months from now, that "feels like 100lbs" will be your permanent size :P

Yoshi

Could we get a weigh in some time in the future? Maybe they are close to your guess lmao

Darien

I have no clue now! 😂 I do arm curls with them though. Some mad biceps coming soon. 😆 When it’s that time of the month they literally feel like 100 lbs , ain’t no way in heck I could handle that 24/7 thank gosh that’s only a few days! 🩸😂

Amanda Dawn

Just how heavy are they? Lol

Darien

I don’t know the exact measurements. I do know I’m a 34 band size , but I stay wearing sports bras now and just get the biggest sizes of them I can find custom like 5XL - 6 XL. I have thought about getting yet another custom bra from where I got the last one , but with everything still going on and picking up again I really don’t want to wait 2 months or longer to receive it because it’s pointless and I’ll probably be grown out of it after a month , so I just use sports bras when out and then free when home. 😂

Amanda Dawn

You wouldn't happen to know your under and over boob measurements?

Shmueli Englard

Honestly it’s more when I’m out than anything. I can sit , stand , lay all different and crazy ways at home and my balance is almost fine. I practice standing on one foot a lot because of science. This last year I’ve been more about balance in general and pelvic floor strength. (Kegels)😂 Like constantly going to these doctor appointments and with how big my chest is now , the anxiety is real. Not sure if I’ve ever mentioned , but I used to have terrible social anxiety and made it worse because of the boobs = stares galore. I don’t have it AS much , but it’s there. So my boobs just weigh the rest of me down and want to go “weeeeeee” on one side when I’m out walking. 😂🙄

Amanda Dawn

😆😆😆

Amanda Dawn

So how it is now , basically I just wear XXL tshirts or just super oversized tshirts around the house for comfort. When I’m out I’ll wear one and just slightly tighten it in the back with a hair tie or tie a knot in the front to give it some shape. Sometimes I’ll wear a turtleneck or a bodysuit too. I’m actually into layering tops because if one doesn’t fit at all and reveals underboob I can just put a slightly larger top underneath. It does squeeze the boobs with there being more than one too and a sports bra , but it works. Beauty is pain. 😂😂It’s gotten a lot more hard this last year that’s for sure. I dislike a lot of clothing because what I see that’s cute I wouldn’t be able to just wear out like on a date or to like the park without the “Karens” coming for me and I’m not about that drama.😆

Amanda Dawn

Just got to wait till they're so big that they push you up!

Shmueli Englard

Wow, that's honestly a crazy thing to hear (even though you've said it before). Have you been finding it harder and harder to keep your balance? Like, you're tipping over or walking funny more often these days?

Yoshi

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Thanks!

Amanda Dawn

Yeah I had a strong dislike for them when I was younger. When I was 9-12 years old I didn’t really understand it. I was bullied at a young age. When I turned 13 I would be very creeped out by the old guys gawking at me. I was a DD at the age of 13. At 15 is when it started getting bad. Middle school wasn’t all that bad with the bullying , high school was a nightmare. I had teachers targeting me because of my boobs. Had the assistant principal always following me down the hallway ready to whip out a detention slip for my bra strap accidentally showing. Why I opted to be homeschooled my last year of high school because I was stressed and depressed due to girls wanting to jump me because their bf was talking to me or looking at me , jealous girls turning my “friends” against me. My “friends” always wanting me to hang out with them because they knew all the guys would agree to hang out if a pair of big boobs was around. Being stalked in the grocery store. I would go skating every weekend starting at 14-16 and was always nervous because the popular girls would stare and point. Now I absolutely love them and anyone and everyone can stare and point all they like because I spent so much time not liking or appreciating them when women literally have to pay thousands just to get half my size. 😂😂😂😂😂 As Charlie Sheen would say #winning

Amanda Dawn

Gorgeous as per always. Wow. ❤️

TParis

All those problems but you still love them and maybe they'll keep growing for a while longer

Jose Osornia


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