Update
Added 2018-05-18 20:16:10 +0000 UTCHey all... sorry I haven’t posted all week. My brain just realized a lot of you probably missed my post on YouTube under the Community Tab on my channel.
Blizzard, my very special bunny, passed away. If you’d like to check out my post on YT about it you’ll probably get a little more of what she was to me that I just don’t want to type out right now.
So, I’m taking a little hiatus. I’ve been staying upstairs all week trying to avoid downstairs and my computer and where I film because she was always there at my feet and it’s just too difficult right now. I thought I had another 8+ years with her. I gave her so much of myself, she was the center of my world, my one constant of happiness, and it all just hurts too much. Then, exactly 24 hours later we got a call saying my partner’s dad died. Not having Blizz, who had this super power of making you feel better with her incessant licks and cuddles, has made dealing with that 10x worse. Because there’s honestly no words to say or things to do to truly help him and it was just the cherry on top of our week... if that cherry was the same size as a boulder.
I don’t know what life wants from me right now and I’m pretty damn sick of this year. I don’t know how I’m going to get through it, but what do I know anyways🤷♀️
I’m so blessed to have this be my job during this time in my life, to actually be able to take some time that I need to grieve... and I could not do that without you all here. So, from the very, very bottom of my broken aching heart.... thank you.
I will keep you guys updated and I’ll be thinking of you all every day. I’m sorry for another hiatus and there’s no hard feelings if you can’t afford to support me this month. Please just message me and I’ll refund you :)
lovelovelove
Comments
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2018-05-27 03:15:21 +0000 UTCActually I,ve been worried about you since I read your last post on twitter about Blizzard and knew things are not ok now... plus your fathers partner... So, take the time you need and take care of yourself! don´ t be hard on you. Thanks for this post, its nice to read you. Te quiero mucho!
Gustavo Mtz
2018-05-20 00:07:56 +0000 UTCTake as much time off as you need. We understand.
Bryan Bennica
2018-05-19 23:07:51 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️
Juan Ruiz
2018-05-19 06:06:30 +0000 UTCThat cliche, "When it rains, it pours." is far too real sometimes. Sorry to hear what has happened, and of your partner's loss as well. Take care of yourself and loved ones first. Lauren. I know I'll be here.
Bruce Bromley
2018-05-19 03:47:46 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry. I know what its like to lose a pet that is more than that, they are family. My heart goes out to you, stay strong.
2018-05-19 03:17:22 +0000 UTCFeel better my dear. Losing your companion pet is always a rough thing to deal with. *hugs*
niwaar
2018-05-19 02:24:14 +0000 UTC❤️
Joshua M. Murphy
2018-05-19 01:59:51 +0000 UTCfrivLove
Zanerli
2018-05-18 23:28:08 +0000 UTCI like that but I don’t really. I hate everything you had to go through. My heart goes out to you two and any other loved ones. We are with you guys and I really hope nothing bad like this happens please. You two deserve so much more. I made a memorial to Blizzy on Minecraft. Know you guys can get through this and you got us as a support system. Take the time you need.
Nathan Mark Chatterton
2018-05-18 23:24:44 +0000 UTClovelovelove ❤ ❤ ❤
Hummerdummer
2018-05-18 21:36:21 +0000 UTCI hope you do get through it, Lauren. If there's anything I can do to help, let me know. I love you *hugs* <3
David Krüger
2018-05-18 21:04:41 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need, we’ll still be here when you get back. You’ve had the worst of luck, so surely that means things have to go your way soon. Stay strong. ❤️
David Pickavance
2018-05-18 20:47:36 +0000 UTCI love you so much, take care and stay safe and we’ll be here for you supporting you, maybe even more than before, whenever you’re ready. But first, take your time to grief. You need that. ❤️
Tilia
2018-05-18 20:44:11 +0000 UTCI am so sorry that you keep suffering these loses. I think, you can see that the people here understand you. Please take all the time you need. Stay strong. I hope you will be better soon.
Corvus
2018-05-18 20:41:33 +0000 UTCTake your time, the both of you :) Love you ❤️
2018-05-18 20:40:35 +0000 UTCTake ur Time, sometimes Life is just not fair. Lay in bed with some Netflix and try not to focus to hard on it. If u need any Support ( Money or what ever it may be, feel free to dm me). Hope y getting well soon :)
Marcel Healer
2018-05-18 20:38:32 +0000 UTCYou are loved, take your time, my thoughts go out to you and your partner. Take care ❤️
Graham Knowles
2018-05-18 20:35:30 +0000 UTCTake the time that you need, I will wait for you. You really passed through a bad storm but after the storm, good things will come. lovelovelove
2018-05-18 20:32:14 +0000 UTCAs always, and as I have said already: we love you, support you and wish you the fastest recovery that your heart can handle. Your a good person, going through a rough year. It's going to be ok.
Nienu
2018-05-18 20:31:33 +0000 UTC😢😢 I'm so sad for you & simo. I was a complete wreck when my father died. At the time I was laid off from my job so I pretty much was drunk for a few months straight. Sad times.
Jason aka asmrpeople
2018-05-18 20:28:55 +0000 UTCTake al the time you need, we will always be there to support you no matter what! Just focus on yourself for a while, And we will be here when you are back.
2018-05-18 20:23:39 +0000 UTCTake as much time out as you need lovely Freevee Foxxo. ❤️ ya buddy
Ollie Greenwood
2018-05-18 20:23:22 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need, we support you through good times and bad.
2018-05-18 20:23:02 +0000 UTCSending all the unconditional love and support your way that I can. I believe in you with all my heart, and you know we'll be here for you however we can.
Jess W
2018-05-18 20:22:14 +0000 UTCAgreed with ^ the rest! Take all the time you need. The support is just a way to give back for everything you do! I’m glad to be a supporter of your art. Don’t rush it, we are always here for you.
Isaac Aguilar
2018-05-18 20:22:10 +0000 UTClovelovelove ❤️❤️
2018-05-18 20:21:33 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need frivi we luv you m8
lildodo
2018-05-18 20:19:18 +0000 UTCTake all time you need Lauren. I'm always here to support you :) <3
Dima Horn
2018-05-18 20:19:12 +0000 UTCTake your time, we'll be around when you get back 💚
Etienne
2018-05-18 20:18:46 +0000 UTClovelovelove right back at you ❤️❤️❤️
Tony XM
2018-05-18 20:18:40 +0000 UTCWe love you Lauren <3 take care of yourself, I hope you’re doing well :)
Matt Ruggles
2018-05-18 20:17:30 +0000 UTC
