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State of affairs.

Added 2018-08-30 17:43:34 +0000 UTC

*sigh*
Im very sorry for the lack of activity for basically the entirety of the month but my health has, and still is taking quite a toll on me.

So what happened?
During my time enduring shingles I've been having uncontrollable trembling, heavy breathing and been pretty out of my mind, been having pretty awful thoughts. I've been getting better, basically shingles free as of now but turned out my trembling, agitation, heart rate increase have been showing up again and again in different frequencies. My plan was to get fully recovered before I could go back to editing full force but turns out I have kind of an anxiety disorder. (Or so my therapist is assuming at the moment, I have to be examined further.)

So what's next?
Well, from what I've been informed in some sites giving anxiety support, the gravity of my anxiety depends on how much my mind suggest itself is in danger so as of late I've been having less severe attacks of anxiety trying to live with my symptoms but it still kicks pretty hard from time to time. It won't be healed quick as I'd like but what's the solution? Just continue on with my life.

So, I'll do my darndest to get back to business despite my current state.

Unfortunately there won't be a poll next month, Im sorry everyone. I appreciate all of you who decided to stick with me despite this long absence. My goal next month is still working on recuperating myself but I'll do my best to recover the loss I had these past months and pray hard the my health won't spike even lower.

Thank you everyone, I'll go back to Nine soon enough!