As a part of my vow to let go of ego, I am writing this and posting it with little revisions. There are many scenarios where I do not make it financially and will have to make drastic life changes. But I don't plan on that happening and I will not dwell on futures that I don't intend to get to. I am hopeful for the future. These are my expenses and how much I need help with. I'll put the tl;dr here: My goal for my Patreon is 700 a month. If I can make 700 a month I will stay afloat. These past three months, I have been able to get around 5 commissions a month, which averages to 1000. There is a possibility I may not secure commissions this month. I need 400 to eat (I've calculated all my grocery bills and do not eat out), 100 for gym, and 200 for buffer. These are my thoughts of survival that will get me into the next month. If you could join or upgrade your membership up one tier, that amount of money would help me, immensely. Please think on it. That's all. Cheers