Visual Wasted

Nightmare

Added 2024-10-09 16:09:13 +0000 UTC

The second part of my collaboration with nude art model Kanari is finally here! As I mentioned in my previous post, this series fully captures some of my personal emotions and pressures, especially after a year filled with struggles like the decline of my career and the severe illness of a family member. While I’ve made it through, those pressures still linger, always on the verge of resurfacing.

This state brought back many painful memories from my childhood, where I went through similar hardships—financial difficulties, failed business ventures, and family illness. It feels as if there’s a force, a constant weight of suffering that pulls people down, making it nearly impossible to escape from that mire.

Perhaps, as people have said, there’s nothing truly real in this world—except for pain.

這次與裸體藝術模特可鳥的合作第二部份來啦！承上一篇發表的文章所提到，這組作品完整呈現了一些我的個人情緒與壓力，尤其是這一年經歷了種種來自事業衰退以及家人重病等等的困難，雖然如今都撐過去了，但那些壓力依舊隱隱的存在，隨時都可能爆發。

這樣的狀態讓我聯想到很多兒時的痛苦回憶，我小時候也經歷了類似的歷程，事業失敗生活困苦家人生病等等，讓我有種苦痛有種力量會一直把人拖拉進去的感覺，很難逃脫這樣的泥淖。

也許就像前人所說，這世界沒有甚麼真實的，只有痛苦是真實的。