Thank You & I'm sorry

Hi everyone!

I hope you are all having an amazing day.

This post is about something quite serious and difficult for me to talk about.

I need to share an update about some changes happening behind the scenes with my ASMR videos, Patreon rewards and everything.

Recently, my editor who was handling a particularly complicated part of my videos became unavailable. To continue producing content at the same quality, I needed to buy a new computer that can properly run the necessary software, and I'm now in the process of learning how to do that part of the editing myself, which is quite time-consuming.

The new computer will be set-up in about a week, and until then I'm very limited in what I can do.

I feel like there is a curse on me right now because it is nowhere near the only thing going wrong at the moment. Although I might appear like I'm okay, I'm battling heavy demons right now and I'm maybe going to have to go into a clinic if things don't get better. I would like to share more, but I feel like it is a little too dark to burden you guys with this, since I actually want to be there for you and brighten your day instead of making it more heavy.

So, regarding my Patreon rewards for this month and maybe even the next one - I can't promise to deliever everything on time or even at all. Now, since I don't let YouTube run any ads on my videos (I personally think for ASMR videos, ads can ruin the whole experience, and I don't want that for my viewers. I don't judge creators who do it though!!) Patreon is my only safe source of income at the moment. So not being able to create, do my rewards and stuff, is a big risk for me. I will try my best to get everything done eventually, but I want to be honest with you - I can't promise for the time being.

Thank you for reading everything and sorry for letting you down, I am really really trying to get through this difficult time and I will update you guys on everything. Thank you for everything, you guys safe my life ♥

Tizu