Finally, here is last month's Patreon ASMR video! :3
It's something completely different than usual, because I did many things very differently, like filming outside, dubbing the sound and not having any extra lights to illuminate my face. Unfortunately, the sun disappeared mid video, which made my face look so shadowy and really enhanced my dark circles... but even though I don't look "perfect" and you can see my flaws, I still think it's worthy of being uploaded, since I put a lot of effort and love into it.
I am currently trying to get out of my comfort zone, trying not be too hard on myself when I don't like something 100% and not focusing on how I look or how I am perceived constantly. I want to create stuff that makes people feel good, that is exciting and maybe even inspiring. Looking perfect is something I want to achieve always, but it's not good for my mental health, because the way i look is the least interesting thing about any person. I want to unlearn thinking that it's the foundation of my worth, because it's not.
So - here are my dark circles, maybe even unfortunate angles... but it doesn't matter, since playing this role, the tomboyish girl, was a fun experience and made me feel really happy.
Oh and also, I tried to give her a little raspier voice, which caused the voice to be a little bit "louder" than usual. I would like to know if it's bothering or if you would like to hear another character to have a voice like that too, or if it's not ASMR enough.
Alright, this text became a little long, if you read til here: Thank you so much! Any feedback is welcome, it would help me alot.
I wish you all a great day and I hope you have a great weekend.
Love, Neko
Tiziana Neko
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