Had to unbutton my biggest pair of jeans during class the other day

So I've totally reached a new level of chub and embarrassment because the other day during my class I was forced to unbutton and unzipped my jeans because my belly has gotten so big and was painfully pushing on the waist band and I quite literally couldn't concentrate on anything else because it hurt so bad... and this was on an empty stomach. This was a wake up call, a true "wow I've gotten big" moment. This is also the biggest size pair of jeans I own, they're my favorite and I wore them a ton because they were the most comfy pair since I'd mostly grown out of my other pairs but could still wear them for short periods of time. The only reason I thought they would be okay was because I felt fine wearing them while standing up but I guess sitting down for a long period of time was a different story ahhh, learned my lesson.

So anyways, now my BIGGEST pair of jeans doesn't even fit me anymore and I'm like holy shit, now I really gotta go shopping lol. I don't wanna live in sweatpants forever, I wanna keep my same fashion sense but just in a chubbier body ):  But anywayssss, back to having to unbutton my pants in class. So, probably about after 15 to 20 minutes of sitting in them, my stomach and chest were both hurting so bad I had no other choice other than to unbutton them in order to get through the rest of the hour of left class comfortably! It was way too early in the class for me to already head to the bathroom so I was insecure about standing up and having all eyes on me and decided I would have to slyly unbutton and whatnot while still seated. So thank the lord I chose a seat on the outer edge of the classroom or else I would of had three or so possible spectators on either side of me, instead I just had one girl seated next to me and another seated two seats behind me. I was so self conscious of either of them seeing, extremely nervous to go about it. I just went for it and said fuck it, slowly reached underneath my hoodie (thank god I was wearing a hoodie because with a tight t-shirt or even a regular one it would of been so noticeable ugh) and unzipped my jeans and then worked to unbutton them. 

I felt so much better once my belly was finally released and was able to surge forward without anything holding it back and was finally able to concentrate on what was being presented in class haha. Super embarrassing but im just praying the classmates next to me didnt notice. I was also partnered with a classmate from last semester and really hope she doesn't notice how much I pudged up during winter break... though she most definitely does. It's even noticeable in my chubby face at this point, ugh. All thanks to everyone who's been fattening me up  💕