About LIMGAE

Hello. I'm Limgae.

First of all, I'm sorry for telling you this story.

I wanted to overcome it alone without telling anyone.

But I'm having such a hard time right now. I don't know what to do.

I'm so sad and angry so I can't draw.

No one knows that I'm having such a hard time because of this.

I don't have any friends or family that I can talk to.

I'm so confused about how to start this story.

I'm an artist named LIMGAE, and I'm slowly dying.

And I don't see any hope.

I want to struggle to survive somehow, but I don't know what to do.

People are becoming less interested in my works.

It was so painful to see that no matter how hard I draw, I don't get as much attention as before.

I thought that if I draw harder, I could overcome it.

But it's so hard mentally.

More than anything, the fact that I can't see any hope is what's bothering me the most.

My drawing skills have improved compared to before, but I'm slowly dying as an artist.

This is crazy.

In the past, I had the belief (hope) that if my drawing skills improved, people would like me more and I would make more money.

But as time goes by, I am getting worse and dying.

I don't see any hope.

I wanted to figure out the problem and improve it to overcome it.

But I don't know what to do.

Actually, I know.

I knew that I had to completely change my work and art style, but I couldn't say it.

I wanted to overcome it for the people who like my art style.

But it's so hard.

As people lose interest in my work, I gradually lose my motivation for my work, and my work speed continues to slow down.

My work is getting less and less attention, and my financial situation is getting worse.

I'm really grateful to the supporters who give me money, and thanks to them, I'm able to live, but I'm having a really hard time mentally right now.

I don't know how I ended up like this.

I don't know what I did wrong.

I don't see any hope.

Even if my finances are bad, if I see hope, I can endure it, but I don't see any hope for the future.

Last year, LIMGAE didn't want to live this year.

Last year, I thought every day that I wished I could just die.

However, I tried to work hard thinking that this year would really be my last, but it's just so hard these days.

Things haven't been going well lately, and I think I've become emotional because my recent work hasn't been good.

Anyway, I won't give up this year because I think it's my last dance.

I just wanted to talk about this because I'm so mentally exhausted.

Don't worry, at least I won't give up this year.

I just wanted to talk.

I think I need to finish this time Content set and stop thinking about it and start taking action.

If the bad ending is already decided, I'll have to struggle even if people don't like it rather than just adapt to the present.

Thank you for reading the long post.