I struggle Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically. Sometimes to the point where I collapse and black out... This piece was worked on while at the brink of that deep exhaustion. September was rough on me but I cannot falter now.
Thank you for your support... Without Patreon and without my Pencil, I don't think I would still be here. I want to become better... I want to explore so many avenues with art. Its hard as FUCK, but... its very fun. Especially if I could make someones day just that bit brighter or happier with it too.
I will always apologize for being a mess with my schedule, for being burnt out, for faltering with sickness. I hate being incompetent as an artist. Its all I have, so when I fail to meet my goal, it is a detriment to my mental health
Ive gotten better at managing it but... this month was the worst this year so far. Hope the candy and sweets of October can make things smoother.
For now I sleep a deep slumber, sleeping for a day... or two... or Ten Thousand Years...
Thank you for your support... Please keep me in check, I don't want to be a horrible artist...