Ahem

This is a confession. A blushy confession.

We were discussing things. Blushy things. Blushy things like past experiences with anal sex. I hid my face a lot. It’s something that I really enjoy, but it’s something she’d never experimented with.

She had lots of curious questions, what positions I like, what kinds of touches and play, what I like about it in particular… somehow it was all more humiliating to confess knowing it wasn’t something she’d done. A shared interest feels like we’re conspiring together, but this felt like laying myself bare, whispering my shameful secrets.

She was so satisfied with herself while listening, I knew there was a request coming, I squirmed waiting for her to draw it out.

She asked about my limits, how far I’d taken it, how much I’d taken. I could tell from the flicker in her eye she wanted something, her competitive streak was tickled. My cheeks turned hottest pink as I told her about the night with Rumi, the goal we had and the threesome I still think about. I stammered my way through the story and buried my face in the duvet as she pressed for details.

“I think we should make a goal of our own,” she said. I held my breath, she smiled at me, savouring the moment, watching my eyes get wider. “I think we should find a toy you like that’s bigger than you’ve ever taken in your cute little ass, and I think we should work up to you being a good girl for me and taking it.”

I swallowed hard.

“We won’t be in a rush, I have a lot to learn anyway, so we’ll start slow, and see what works for us. But I think it would be fun.” She brushes my hair out of my face and pulls me close. I’m squirming and muttering tiny humiliated affirmatives. She delights in this, this twist on our dynamic.

She whispers softly that she wants to take me in all the ways I like to be taken, that she wants all of me. The little hairs on the back of my neck stand straight, static electricity tingling through all of me. I want what she wants. I want her to take all of me. Her hands slide down my back and curve around my ass, “Are you gonna be a good girl and show your daddy what you like?”

And that’s how our newest little game began…