I’ve been flirting with a sadist. Forgive me. But I couldn’t help it. It was a prey response. An instinct, really.
When you’re a bunny sometimes you need to find a bear. You attract them. I miss being bait. I want him to rip me apart. I tempt him and taunt him, show him my delicate side, my soft tummy and my jugular all exposed. I pry open his jaws and take a nap in between them. We push, push, push.
I can’t help it that I like the snarl and the gnash of teeth. There’s poetry in plotting your own ruin, isn’t there?
Heart’s Feet - Sapphic Slumber Party 7