Sry for the slow progress lately... it will soon be faster!
Added 2021-10-01 16:44:37 +0000 UTCLife is rather stressful right now, because I am now up against the main consequence of spending 2 months in psychiatry: Lost school material. I am in 13th class, which is the class of graduation with the highest degree achievable in Germany. Problem is that I now have to recover these 2 months of lost material, on top of learning the new stuff.. yeh.. shit. But good news: The mountain of stuff I have to learn is slowly becoming smaller.
Other than that did my depression worsen again, for which I too have good news: The reason for that being the case, seems to be the worthless pills I have been given to until now. Just yesterday I went to my new psychiatrist, who gave me a strange look after I approved that I was given Citalopram to after my suicide attempt and swiftly gave me new and better pills (Venlafaxin). The psychiatrist in psychiatry seems to have been a bloody beginner (her words).
So what you can take out of that:
The slow progress lately is only temporary and I will soon work on a faster phase again.
Comments
For me pills don''t do anything but make it worse. I understand they are not helpfull. But if the new one you are using is working that's good to hear. But if you ever really need anythign else like someone to talk to or just need advice there are lots of people ( Including me.) Who would more then willing to spend as much time with you as they (Or I) have. I understand it's pretty hard being down in the dumps. Just gotta have time to think and maybe someone to talk to if that's in your interests. I also hope you don't have worry about that school work for too long. School is a real drag. When you finally make it out of college it's a lot simpler (asuming you are in a stable place and not looking for somewhere to make money, or don't like the job you are in.) But in time you find something you don't mind doing or a job tha you really enjoy. Either way you can fill your free time with your own fun or freedom. It's all a lot easier without all that stress. So, if you ever need anything. Don't hesitate to ask. I sure as hell got no where I'd rather be. The internet is my real home.
Crayoldan
2021-10-03 01:06:36 +0000 UTCAyyy German. Bro ich hoff es geht dir bald besser :)
2021-10-02 22:18:43 +0000 UTCTake your time buddy, no one here is gonna rush you.
william whittington
2021-10-01 22:16:20 +0000 UTCLass dir ruhig Zeit und mach dir kein unnötigen Stress.
Blackshadow
2021-10-01 18:06:49 +0000 UTCThe mod can wait. Your class work and mental health are more important. Take your time though and don't rush through it.
2021-10-01 18:01:26 +0000 UTCTake your time, you're going through a lot. Just finish up your work and then when you feel you're in a good place get back to making the mod. No rush.
Totally not SStark
2021-10-01 16:53:46 +0000 UTCCompared to your mental health, big boobi Minecraft should always take a backseat. Make sure you're doing ok before anything else.
ConsumeCheddar
2021-10-01 16:53:10 +0000 UTCHope you can feel better soon!
BumblingBufoon
2021-10-01 16:50:18 +0000 UTCGo at your own pace man, no rush.❤️
Cehualli5
2021-10-01 16:50:13 +0000 UTC
