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An excessively long, unformatted outline for a lewd trans-themed TG story

Context: most of my best ideas come right when I'm about to sleep, and I frequently do notetaking next to my bed. Last night... went really out of control and I ended up working for a few hours past midnight for it. Apologies for the messy formatting, but I think yall might find this fun to read while waiting for my upcoming content haha

(it's long and got very naughty bits but just bear with it it'll be fun)

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guy who works at a store in a mall notices a clothing store selling kawaii clothes and stuff is apparently closing as it's being emptied out

he'd never been in it because it's too cute for someone like him, there's no way he'd ever be caught dead even around that kind of fashion

but he does notice even as stuff is being cleared, there's like one cute outfit on display on a model in the front window that isn't being moved

with like a cute top, jacket, skirt, knee socks and shit

he can't stop thinking about it, which he insists to himself is just because of respect for its design, nothing more

one night though after closing on a late night shift where the mall's basically empty now, he ends up passing by the now-closed store, but realizes said model is out in the open in front

maybe it got forgotten??? it's just out there now, and all the shops are closed atm

and so, on a whim, he checks to see if there's anyone around to watch him, and decides to nick the clothes off for himself

much to his confusion, the model was even wearing a bra and panties underneath??? despite them not being visible?

after a brief moment of hesitation, not knowing why, he decides he might as well take those too

and so he ends up sneaking on back home with them

---

he ends up keeping the outfit hidden in his closet, and in the next few days, nobody has made any noise about something being missing or anything, so the coast is clear

he ends up spending a week or so just thinking, why the fuck did he do that?

he's not some kind of pervert, right? it's just clothes. he thought they were respectable and cool to have, nothing more, yeah?

but the more he thinks about it, the more he realizes that with this cute girl's outfit just sitting there in his room, the more he realizes he can do whatever tf he wants with it

including... wearing it?

why the fuck is he asking that? he doesn't want to dress up... it wouldn't fit right! right?

but then again, it's his room, and technically his property... he COULD do it

and so one night, he finally decides to just put it on "as a joke"

just to see how it feels and then instantly regret it

and just for completion's sake, not only does he put on the skirt, he also puts on the female underwear

the result, as he expects, makes him feel very awkward and embarrassed and confused

but also thinking it actually feels... kinda nice? it's soft at least...

---

suddenly, the ero hits

out of nowhere, he starts feeling extremely horny, realizing that his dick is getting hard and is attempting to poke out his... panties...

he has no idea why, and tries to keep his feelings down, but everything in his body starts feeling like it's on fire

before suddenly he forcefully cums, onto his bed, onto himself, and most embarrassingly, onto his new clothes

the force of which is so intense that it drains him of all his energy, and he lists off into unconsciousness

where he ends up experiencing the strangest dream

of being inside a women's clothing store, surrounded by girly clothes and imagery, stuff he'd NEVER want to be around IRL

and worst of all, it's one of those dreams where you're in public but aren't wearing any clothes, and realizing he's naked mortifies him

he's approached by various store attendants, who say something to him which he can't parse out (bc dream and all)

but instead of... whatever terrible thing he'd probably expect to showing up in he middle of a store naked, he's promptly escorted to a changing room

where they all gather around him and start taking his measurements with tape and such, much to his confusion and anxiety

before he feels a pair of hands reaching from behind him, grabbing his nipple area, and squeezing hard

the arousal is fierce and sharp, where the fuck did that come from?!

which continues when he ends up feeling himself getting massaged in the area, it's humiliating but also stimulating in a good way

where he quickly starts feeling a mass build up; his chest is being kneaded like ever-inflating dough

and through the confused arousal, he quickly realizes that she's forming boobs on him, and they're getting huge

and before he can even think about how big they're getting, suddenly more squishes come up and around other parts of his body

his waist, his shoulders

fingers come up to his face and smush his features to round them out

they target his hips, geting massaged around his inner thighs and making his dick go crazy

he moans uncontrollably, and feels his voice getting higher as his vision is getting obscured by hair growing past his face

and then he realizes what's about to come next

and ends up bucking under the pressure of this assault of sensation targeting his crotch area

feeling his balls and dick being pulled within his body from the inside, becoming aware of every muscle and nerve coming online down there

completely unable to focus as the process of his entire sex being converted as slowly and intimately as possible takes its course

becoming inverted as his dick and balls instead hollow out and form a brand new pussy, ovaries, womb, etc. all taking shape and flaring up with new hormones

finally triggering a second gasm within the night, the sensation being so alien but also so wonderful that she can feel herself crying tears of... something intense

---

hours pass, and it's finally morning

he barely has time to focus on anything, just the feeling of being awake is disorientating

he's trying to come to to remember what the fuck happened last night

before looking down and realizing "oh fuck, I'm still wearing the clothes"

before realizing that his chest is especially bigger than he remembered and going "oh fuck these are real"

before ripping her skirt and panties off, looking down there, and realizing "OH FUCK I'M A GIRL"

bolts to his bathroom mirror to get a better look and confirm that there's nothing down there

before taking off his shirt and letting his bigass tits just plop out from his chest

he's utterly aghast at the sight of this

but wants to check if it's legit or not, so he ends up squeezing his tits

and he very quickly realizes that they are real and very healthy through the rapid arousal

and then quickly realizing that he's become wet down there in a way he's unfamiliar with

which prompts him to do some exploration there with his fingers

oh.... it's VERY real...

she ends up quickly feeling herself up to completion

assisted by him getting a good view of his own face, which he hasn't fully registered is his own and to him just looks like a cute girl getting off in front of him along with him

they come together very fast

---

he takes up inventory on his bed, trying to parse out what the fuck happened to him, what these clothes did to him

and what are these... strange thoughts running through his mind as a result of it

he looks up online the kawaii clothing brand this outfit came from, to see if there's any sign of them doing weird shit to others as well

he doesn't find that information, but he does learn: it turns out the store didn't actually shut down

they simply moved from the mall to a brand new location, and their grand opening was happening

no other signs of any weird shit going on with them, and so he realizes he's going to have to go to this place in person

but first, clothes

he's tossed aside all the parts o fthe outfit all on the ground, and given the mess he made of them, they're not gonna be an option

especially his now-soaked-in-obsolete cum panties

he ends up spending a while digging through his clothes to find stuff that could reasonably still fit this dramatically resized body of his

it's extremely uncomfortable, but he'll live with it

that's how it be sometimes

---

he drives over to the new store location, and it's much bigger and cuter than the one at the mall

he still feels extremely out of place surrounded by much cuter girls and other folks, with his mismatched outfit and overall messy vibe

he thinks about needing to find someone in charge to make a private inquiry about their product, but he has to explore the store a lot to do so

but while seeing the store, the more steadily he realizes.... he's kind of now the ideal customer for these kinds of clothes

these clothes were made for him (or he was remade for them? lol?)

and like.... there's no shame in feeling out of place anymore...

he's suddenly startled by a store associate asking if she'd like any help finding anything

to which he thinks about it, and goes...

asking for recommendations on clothes and accessories and stuff

(yknow, since he's here anyway)

he ends up spending the next hour or so finding, trying out brand new clothes

tries on a bunch of different skirts in similar style to the one he stole

(very nervous about the shorter ones, but they do still feel very nice and breezy)

tries on different accessories to fix up his hair

and after a while, he ends up settling into a look that he feels very comfortable with...

yknow... for this body just for now

only problem though: no underwear

upon asking a store associate, it appears their stock on that has yet to arrive at this location, he's going to need to wait a while in order to find a new bra or panti-- erm, female-fitting underwear

but then he realizes... there are plenty of stores at the mall that sell them

and it is his day off, so... what the hell

---

ends up entering the mall for the first time as a woman, and in unfamiliiar female clothes

with the primary goal of getting new female undies that actually feel comfortable

he's anxious beyond all hell... but in a weird way also extremely excited, and so he heads in

he fears stepping into the lingerie store based on reflex; his past experience was to be respectful and not express that he was a creepo pervert for wanting to be around it

before he realizes it should be okay, nobody should care

thinks that the best way to not do something awkward would be just to yknow.... think like a normal girl

as soon as he steps in, his entire mind is engulfed in like a brainfog of just "think like a girl think like a girl think like a girl" and doing his best to look natural

focusing entirely on just finding a product that looks like it'll fit him, getting it, and getting out

managing to wrestle away his fears when he finally finds a pair that looks like it'd be good for hm

(until he checks the price tag and holy fucking shit; ends up going to a different department store with saner prices instead)

after getting changed in the womens' bathroom, he feels pretty content and comfortable

now it's time to... hm. do what, exactly?

before he can complete that thought, he passes by a mall kiosk for crepes and sweets

and other very girly-looking treats that he'd always felt too embarrassed to ever try

and thinks "yknow... I'm in a good mood now, let's do it"

and very quickly, the rest of the day is him getting completely distracted doing a bunch of cute things for himself

the whole time forgetting that normally, the mall was just an environment where he did his job and never really bothered to engage with anyhing because he was either too busy or too embarrassed to try it

and instead letting himself go and try all the fun stuff out, exploring all the stores that look cute, and overall getting lost in the silly bliss of it all

and of course, forgetting what his original plan was

----

he returns home after a long day of hustle and bustle with a shitload of shopping bags with new clothes and cute stuff he came across and treated himself to

plops down on his bed, finally enjoying lying down and getting to relax again

then it suddenly hits him

he's become a girl

what the fuck is he doing????

he jolts up and inspects his body once again

confirming for sure through the sensitivity (and involuntary squeals) that yes, his body has become hat of a woman

trying his best to actually focus this time and assess the gravity of the situation, of his sex being completely flipped in a way that he has no idea how to truly handle

how's he gonna tell his work? how's he gonna tell his family and friends? that he turned into a girl from stealing clothes off of a mall stand?

how will he file his taxes now? does he still legally exist as a woman? will any doctor see him and accept him for what he is now?

he quickly realizes that this is a very volatile and stressful spot for him, and decides the only way to make it right is to go back to the source

next morning, he's gonna show back up at the kawaiiko store and demand to speak to their manager like a real Karen

and hopefully whatever answers he can find will put him on a path to better understanding what's happened to him

of course.... that's just tomorrow

and he thinks that, since it's been a long day and there's still some time to kill

and figuring that since hey, he might as well be correcting this in the next short while... might as well have one last go with his girl self

----

this time, her shlickin session is more focused, and she's actively trying to fantasize shit while touching herself and making herself feel good

the feeling of getting off as a woman is so strange... he can't explain why to himself, but something about it starts to feel..... fulfilling???

as he pleasures himself to his breasts and clit, he ends up in a strange state of thought in wondering why women have these parts to begin with

then drifitng into the rationalization that breasts, in addition to pleasure, were also made to both attract mates, and also to provide milk to children

and considering further the purpose of his new vagina... biologically, its duty was to allow him to basically grow a baby in him

he ends up fantastizing the possibilities... how weird and fucked up it would be if he actually used this body for that purpose

getting knocked up by someone and eventually creating a child, a new human person out of her

becoming a mother........ would be so strange

but the more she thinks about the idea of meeting someone special, gettting pleased down there by a lover

ending up sharing some deep bond in general

the further she thinks of it, the faster she ends up digging at her own naughty bits

the fantasy of lovingly getting the shit fucked out of her

not a bad way to get off on

in her sleep, she ends up in another dream, but this one is a lot more subtle

or like, as subtle as a beach dream can be

she feels the thoughs and sees the sights of being at a sunny beach, where she sees herself dressed in a bikini

looking and feeling really good in it

she didn't even try to inspect any like, beachwear or swimwear at the mall today, that's WAY too much of a commitment

it'd be scary to just go out in public, unprepared in a string bikini

like, what if it falls off?

well, it'd be hot for someone at least

that's how the spice gets ya, it's all about the tease

and you know what.... it probably WOULD be fun to go out here in one

someday

----

she gets up in the morning, and seemingly on reflex, she gets dressed up in her new clothes

again, it's not even registering that this is something that even needs thought, it's just natural now

she ends up heading to the kawaiiko store again, and it happens to be a very busy weekend, but she doesn't let that deter her

goes right up and goes "I'd like to speak with your manager please", much to the πŸ™„ of the workers

when asked for what the matter is, she simply explains that she has a complaint to be made about the material of some of their product that must be of great concern

while waiting, she takes a moment to think about what she plans to say

and also considering what the manager themselves may say considering the situation

and basically, how to explain the situation that doesn't just make it awkward and unbelievable

"hey your kawaii girl convo changed my sex, I want my money back"?

eventually, she's met with this slightly older lady who walks up to her with a smile and arm outstretched for a handshake

the manager welcomes her and invites her to discuss the matter privately

the store happens to also have an office space on a higher floor for them to handle more of their business side of things, good place to handle matters of quality and product anomalies and all that jazz

they sit down in this fancy, but still cute and tasteful little office, along with the manager's superior, who turns out to be the brand's director of operations

if anyone is the person to ask about operations, it's probably her

so she asks her -- what's up with your clothing? is it cursed or some shit, what's happening?

to which she laughs to herself. "ah, I see you've probably stumbled on one of our experimental apparel!"

----

she gives a rundown that this company specializes not just in cute fashion, but cute fashion TECHNOLOGY, new ways to develop clothes in new ways for new potential audiences

mostly this comes in the form of simple textiles; making clothes that are comfy but functional, as well as more resourceful and eco-friendly and all that jazz

but they've also been lowkey toying with more ambituous fashion

because it turns out there's a significant market for kawaii fashion beyond cute girls

boys who want to be cute girls

don't tell anyone about this because it's technically a company secret

buuuuuut they MIGHT have been experimenting with prototype fashion that MIGHT be appealing to males desiring to be females

which MIGHT have the capacity to change one's physical sex and general appearance to fit in their desired aesthetic

and their designs MIGHT have resulted in a fancy-ass prototype outfit of a top, a jacket, a skirt, knee socks, a bra and panties, and shoes that have the capacity to turn men into women

special emphasis on MIGHT there because it turns out they've been having trouble finding willing volunteers to test it out

or rather, having trouble scouting people out while also keeping the project confidential

because that shit could be revolutionary, ain't no way they're opening opportunities for it to be leaked to some competitor that would wanna get their hands on it and do the same thing before they do

the desire for secrecy is ironically why they decided to hide it in plain sight

they were planning on moving it in between shops for a while, so to deter corporate espionage, the outfit was placed on a mannequin within their old location in the mall

....and someone almost lost it while moving shops

or rather, everyone thought someone else had moved it because it was that important, ther'es no way someone would forget, would they?

(spoilers: they would. oopsie)

the director and manager, as well as the guards in the back of the office begin to surround her

"you still have it, don't you?"

----

realizing there's no possible way to escape, and that doing so would be REALLY bad, she quickly caves

tells them the truth that she stole it one night out of opportunity but had no ill intentions

she didn't even know why she wanted it to begin with, she didn't even want to be a girl

which gives everyone around her pause

"...then why did it work on you?"

"huh?"

they then explain that the sex-changing clothing was designed to only activate as intended on consensual wearers

(otherwise that would be a massive safety violation, and that would suck for business)

they quickly get hear to her again

"you've really wanted to be a girl, don't you?"

just smugly smiling right up in her face as she turns red from embarrassment

one of the girls notices what she's wearing and is like "we know these aren't our clothes you're wearing

unless you already had these beforehand, you went out and bought these for yourself"

and they're very much like, "we need you to tell us the truth for the sake of this project. you were always a willing recipient willing to accept its functions, yeah?"

she panics

she doesn't know what to say to them, and tightens up in tention and fear

before the director taps on her shoulder and lets her know

"don't worry, you can keep it."

and in realizing the weight of the offer, a massive burden feels lifted off of her

and quickly, she realizes there's no need to hide anything to anyone

including herself

"YESI'VEALWAYSWANTEDTOBEACUTEGIRLBUTI'VEALWAYSFELTTOOASHASMEDOFITBECAUSEI'VEALWAYSFELTTOOMANLYANDMENAREN'TSUPPOSEDTOLIKECUTESHITANDBEINGFEMININEOKAY????"

by the time she blurts that all out, she can already feel tears running down her face

as if she had just opened up a wound in her soul that she had no idea that was there

the sheer indignity hitting her all at once, the shame of this stupidass desire of hers to see what she wanted to see, and then actually accepting it

before she suddenly feels a hand caress her face, signalling for her to look up and open her eyes

she's surrounded by people who like her just the way she is

and they all reassure to her that she's become who she always wanted to become, and she's beautiful

and it's like, "πŸ˜‚ tthan kk "

----

after letting her have her moment and clear herself up, they move onto business

so.... she currently is in possession of private company property

as part of a secret experimental project that she has been subject to

one still in prototyping that must be further developed in a process that unfortunately could take more years to hone in

and during this time, she'll end up with confiential information on it

that presents a risk

SHE presents a risk

and now they're going to have to take care of her...

it dawns on her what they mean, and tenses up in fear, considering that she may ACTUALLY have to run for real this time

before the director pushes her a contract before her

a contract of employment! They're asking to hire her as a model

(jk she didn't know what they mean lols)

she's going to need to be under the company's watch anyway, so they figure they might as well take advantage of her nice, sexy body she accidentally produced for herself

(that sounded wrong lol, they'll fix it in an edited draft)

this TSF tech will be a whiles in development, but in the meantime they'll have plenty of ordinary new fashion for her to try out and model for

they offer to not only give her this position but also to assist in other benefits as per employment, including legal due process and shit like that

but yeah, kawaii modelling job? What do you say?

----

she takes a moment to process it

"I wear women's clothing for you as a job?"

"...oh... that's right........... I'm a woman!"

and then

she faints

[the end]

Comments

I work at a radio station if you ever need voice stuff hmu

livvy94

Sorry for the wall of text I'm just kind of holding back happy tears at my job rn

livvy94

YUP

livvy94

So much of the stuff I looked at on deviantART in highschool and college was like this, but not trans-positive at all. Now that I'm living as a woman full-time, I find myself still attracted to stories with these themes, and stuff like this feels like it heals what's left of all that shame in my heart. Just..... goddamn this is good. This is very much like the journey I made, from "oh, that's a thing people do? That couldn't possibly be me" to "god I wish" to "hmm this is kind of fun but idk" to "hoooooly FUCK I'm a woman" I could see a whole webcomic being made of this. There's not a lot of dialogue when it's just her experimenting but still. Yeah fbsjfbsjd this good

livvy94

These gender feels remind me that paying yoh is a good investment

misa keaton

This made me sob. I'm so happy for her and I want this so bad

Emma

10/10

Dr_Novella

I'm sold.

BlackCat1989

I want it, and I want it now!

Xiska

That's a very cute story premise

Phee

This should absolutely be your next long form comic.

Ahumblemurloc

this is v cute!! would love to see a fully fleshed out story or comic of this

ms. horrible

I always approve of trans girls getting to be girls, even if they didn't realise it before it happened

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