So I'm really trying to return to my projects. It just feels so pointless and miserable from times to times that my mental health became unstable to the point when I want to quit it all to the point when I'm capable of everything. The first one holds for quite a while, and the last one... well, it sees light sometimes if something or someone not pushes it back.
Hmm, actually, now I feel myself much better.
So that's true what people are saying about thinking not in a native language - you becoming more... cautious? Logic? When picking your words.
Now I want to delete all above as I've done it before, yet let it be so for now.
Thanks you all for listening!
And know that each and everyone of you is awesome and unique in your own way, and from even a shittiest situation there's always a way out, you just need to find it within yourself first <3