A strange new Trigger [Hypnotic Story]

My roommate is quite a strange girl.

We have been living together for a few months now and I have to say that she is pretty cool!

But strange things happen when I am around her.

But all from the beginning:

19th April

I have never been into girls - im a 100% heterosexual.

But the more time I spend with her I start to question it.

She is a lesbian - well she hasn't officially admitted it but everything she says or does tells me that she only craves girls.

In the first weeks it was a bit hard for me to handle, but now I got used to it.

She is a super kind girl and we mess around quite often.

The first time something really strange happened was a few weeks ago:

One morning I woke up with absolutely no memory of the previous evening.

Did we want to go party?

I just can't say it anymore.

Normally, when a film breaks, you still have certain memories, but in this case nothing.

I racked my brain for a day and a half until an image popped into my memories:

My lovely roommate had bought cake and I really wanted to get some as it was my favorite cake.

She annoyed me by not wanting to give me any of the cake and the last thing I remember is her using her socked foot to push my face away.

From then on everything is gone.

25th April

The more I think back on this incident, I notice strange things that I have never done for a girl:

In the evening, when we were watching a movie, I massaged her socked feet once or twice.

At that moment the whole thing seemed absolutely natural and relaxing, as if someone else had taken control of me at that moment.

In retrospect, the situation is a little strange.

Why would I do something like that?

But it did not stop.

28th April

A few days later, when I wanted to order a new pair of Nike shoes, I put three pairs of socks in my shopping cart.

"She deserved it. She was my favorite roommate."

And only roommate to be exact.

Over the last few months I began to understand how aesthetic women can be.

Her perfect lips, her upper body, her legs and - her feet.

I had never seen it like that before, but it just felt so right.

So natural.

I often wake up completely wet - awakened by ... fantasies.

With her.

Am I falling in love?

No - impossible.

I mean we haven't even kissed - and besides, I'm not into women.

But if I were to do something with one, it would probably be with her.

Now I find myself writing crazy stuff in my diary...

5th May

I can't believe how good I've become in my studies!

I've been listening to binaural beats for a few weeks now, which were recommended to me by my roommate.

She made me a playlist of mp3 files that I listen to when I go to sleep.

I almost automatically fall into a state of trance, which opens my mind to the sounds.

I consciously don't understand a word - but it actually had an impact on my grades: 

positively.

I've never been better at learning!

What an incredible technology, what you could do with it if it fell into the wrong hands...

25th June

Something wonderful happened today!

My roommate allowed me to massage her feet.

But it did not stop.

I couldn't stop kissing her, her legs and her feet.

After that my memory was gone - the next thing I remember is lying naked on the floor - her feet in my crotch and on my face.

I had never felt anything like this and I love it!

15th July

I am a sock slave.

I am a foot slave.

I am a sock slave.

I am a foot slave.

I am a sock slave.

I am a foot slave.

I am a sock slave.

I am a foot slave.

I am a sock slave.

I am a foot slave.