February 2024 Poll!

February sucked! i started out so confident that i got my groove back, and then i forgot about how long my Chicago trip would be, and how much that would just revert me back!

I had realized before going that I'd probably be fucking myself over, but by the time i realized it i figured it was to close to say i didn't wanna go especially since it was a family trip.

when i got back i was mainly just obsessed with seeing my girlfriend again so i didn't draw when i got back, but the day after on Friday i decided i finally wanted to edit my Call of Duty clips i had stored up from late December to Early February to mainly get storage space and also i wanted to edit, but because i was liking how the video turned out, when i went to my GF's for the weekend i couldn't stop thinking about the video, so when i got back i basically only hard focused on editing that video, and then after that was done, i ended up saving to many more clips and needed to do another rush edit, mainly also because I'm really passionate about editing right now, but also i couldn't open Photoshop because of how little space i had, so i needed to get it edited, and then apart of me got depressed because i couldn't see my GFs over the weekend because she got strep, i also have been bad with my sleep schedule, i also got strep when my my GF came over prematurely after feeling a bit better (still have it since that was last Sunday)

a lot of nothing bullshit happened during February that shouldn't have affected my work here, but it did, with my main reason for not doing more after getting back from Chicago basically just being i got really invested in editing because i liked how my last 2 turned out, in fact i still wanna edit as we speak, but because i don't have anything i know i need to do in March I'm hoping I'll get the balance i wanted for February.

Also if you're wondering why i never advertised or mentioned the videos i edit (now that i'm mentioning it of course) it mainly stems from being afraid of some people not understanding i wouldn't want this kind of stuff seeping into the comments of the videos, and i know most people get that, but it kind of scares me... but not as much as Call of Duty players seeing my Inflation account, some of those people probably wouldn't know how to act normal about someone having a less then Vanilla fetish list.

if you wanna check it out then go for it the channel's just called GeneralDrake, but don't put a space because that'll take you to the other general drake that also uploads Call of Duty videos.

Anyways, sorry for the long ramble, sorry February sucked! & I’m sorry for that, but hopefully March will actually be better, hopefully both for your sanity, but mostly for my own.

Have a good Day / Night!