Dear Patrons

It’s been no secret my IRL has been fucky for a long while now and I am not gonna get into any details cause it doesn’t matter.

However what matters is me posting more so your support can actually feel worth it. I have been in a shitty mindset for a while now and honestly don’t feel like drawing much even when I am free of my real life obligations.

After a lot of thought to the reason I have concluded it’s because I keep constantly drawing things that I don’t really want to but because I am supposed to which makes sense but in order to do that I keep putting aside 90% the things I myself want to draw because I keep thinking of the audience more than myself. I know this is horni art and shit’s not that deep but constantly drawing shit other people want me to draw has made drawing boring for me which has resulted in decrease in posts; not just my irl problems.

I want to increase my productivity so at the moment I think it’s best if I draw what I want to, I will progress commissions slowly as I usually do, but I’ll be doing less polls and will mostly focus on drawing what I feel like drawing.

That doesn’t mean I will stop doing polls or won’t work on the poll winners, I’m just saying I’ll be doing poll winners but at my own pace. But I will 100% do them. You will just have to wait for it because I suck.

So for now, the recent poll winner which is Kikunojo is gonna get drawn during this month but when I feel like it. Until then I wanna up my game and post things that I want to draw, which usually you all like to see anyways so hopefully it’ll work out 🤞

TLDR:

My brain is composed of poop so I will be lowering the priority of poll winning characters and focus more on drawing whatever I want to. I will still draw the poll winners but slowly and at my own pace. For now you will have to see whatever I want to draw and hopefully you all will fw it 🙏