Life Update: July 2024

Hello everyone! It's been a while, I hope you're doing alright!

For the new followers, welcome, and thank you! For my old followers, my thank you is timed 100. Thank you so much for your continuing support. Without you, I'm nothing.

I apologize for the lack of content over the past few months. Life has been rather chaotic and my health hasn't been at its best, which has significantly impacted my ability to create and share as much as I'd like.

Currently, I'm focusing on completing existing commissions. I have months worth of commissions that I haven't finished yet ^^;. Due to the volume of work, I've had to temporarily close new commission requests.I'm also making gradual progress on my personal projects. In the meantime, I hope you're enjoying the content I've managed to post!

I want to address my difficulty in engaging with messages and comments. Social interaction, even online, continues to be a source of anxiety for me. It's not your fault, it's 100% my issue. Please know that I read all your comments and messages, and I'll reply when I can, even if it takes some time. Your understanding means a great deal to me.

Lately, I've had daily--continuous problems. Missing deadlines, accidentally deleting files, constant drowsiness and headache, and general disorganization have been frustrating experiences. To address these issues, I've started working with a psychiatrist. It's going well, I hope, at least I don't feel anything now, and I am able to stick on the schedule. I also recently underwent surgery, which went well. The stitches were removed last week!

There are two main issues that I'd like to ask for your opinion.

1. There is a lot of projcets that ended up as WIP. That's actually my pet peeve: I lose interest. Most of them are comics, some are generic illustrations. The comics in particular, always ended right before the action :') I was wondering if you'd like to see them--but I'm not sure if I will ever finish them...

2. Some of my post here in the FANBOX, had been taken down. You may or may not realized, but most of my posts (not all) with victims in school uniform, were gone. So, I'm thinking of a) Edit the image to comply with the terms, or b) upload them to somewhere else (but where?)

Lastly, I want to apologize once more for the inconveniences I have caused and express my deepest thanks for your ongoing support. Your patience and understanding during this time have been really invaluable :')

I'm looking forward to sharing the latest commissions and personal with you soon. Thank you for staying around!

Take care, and see you soon!

皆様、こんにちは！お元気でしょうか？新しくフォローしてくださった方々も含め、温かいサポートに心から感謝申し上げます。

ここ数ヶ月、コンテンツの更新が滞り、申し訳ございませんでした。生活が非常に忙しく、体調も優れず、思うように活動できませんでした。皆様にご心配をおかけしてしまい、申し訳ありません。

現在、いただいているコミッションの制作に専念しております。作業量が多いため、新規のコミッション受付は一時停止させていただいております。個人的なコンテンツの制作も少しずつ進めていますので、どうぞお楽しみにお待ちください。これまでに投稿したコンテンツを楽しんでいただけていれば幸いです。

依然として、メッセージやコメントへの返信に苦慮しております。オンライン上でさえ、社会的交流は私にとって大きな不安要素となっています。しかし、皆様からのメッセージやコメントは必ず拝読させていただいております。返信に時間がかかることもありますが、必ず皆様の声に耳を傾けています。ご理解いただけますと幸いです。

最近は、様々な困難に直面しています。仕事がうまく進まなかったり、締め切りを守れなかったり、誤ってファイルを削除してしまったりと、混乱の日々を送っていました。そのため、現在は精神科医のサポートを受けています。また、今月は手術も受けました。幸い、手術は成功し、先週には抜糸も終わりました。これからは徐々に回復し、より良い状態になっていくと信じています。

最後になりましたが、皆様のご支援とご理解に心から感謝申し上げます。ご迷惑をおかけすることも多々あるかと思いますが、今後ともどうぞよろしくお願いいたします。

また近いうちに、新しい作品でお会いできることを楽しみにしています！