Update

I posted this on discord but not everybody uses it so I will have it here too along with this;
Thank you everybody for all the support here, I could not have done youtube for as long as I have without all of you.

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Alright the shithole I live in literally drove me crazy, Youtube will have to sit idle while I figure out how to move somewhere less crazy inducing. Videos are not going to be happening for now because I just get stuck spending my time doing that and not actually getting anywhere.

I am going to spend some time to continue to get my shit together and hope these flies driven out of the forests by the fires up north fuck off so Bel can relax a bit too since its really the straw that broke the camels back. Any 5 minute task is taking hours to get done because shit gets more fucked up on the way constantly having to deal with flies.

As there is no ETA on when videos will be returning, feel free to turn off your patreon support. I am going to let it cycle for August and call this a vacation but if videos are not back before the end of August I will be disabling patreon. We will see what happens in the mean time. Staying or leaving, thanks a lot for the support.

As for the current stuffs, the series we were doing will be over. I figured out why RimWorld progressively made me more frustrated and its due in part to the game progress being "here is more opposition", and while the youtube community wanted destruction, I really just wanted to make beautiful things and the conflict there contributed. That goes with the channel as a whole, take a look at how things look, the most beautiful things do super well, the "struggle" was kinda force on me because nobody wanted peaceful things even though its what I really wanted

So, beautiful things only. If you want death and destruction, probably a good time to leave. When I want to make something beautiful and people want to see something beautiful, it does the best, and its what everybody wants anyways so, thats what we do here now. 

The Minecraft server will continue for 4 months(so far), those who play already donated that much towards server costs, thank you very much for that! I am not going to play for now, but we will see.