I am in a psychiatric hospital…
Added 2025-11-01 13:10:45 +0000 UTCFrom the date this is written my father has died 2 days ago. His way was long… maybe too long but in the end he went to sleep peacefully.
I am now already 5 days in a psychiatric hospital for my own protection because I got suicide though again and I couldn't handle the pressure anymore. It's a very hard time for me… damn… Pretty sure it's the hardest ever. Currently I am dealing with the loss of my father… I haven't cried until now. A sight that my feelings and thoughts are still going up and down and I don't know what to do.
For updates on the game and pictures… I now need some time. Already for some days a lot of supporters have already shown their support on my discord server and I am very grateful to know such people. I am doing this posting to let everyone know about my current condition and that future updates will take time. What I now need is stability and a perspective into the future. And thanks to all my supporters I have a way I can follow. You are the light that is guiding my way right now.
Take care everyone. Stay Health. I hope I'll be back for you soon.
Comments
I know no words really can help, but...you have my sincerest condolences for your loss. May he rest in peace. I'm at least glad that you knew you were in a bad place, mentally, and were conscious enough of it to protect yourself from what you might have done, otherwise. Please, take all the time you need to take care of yourself. Know that we appreciate your work, we appreciate you, and we want you to take the time you need to recover and heal--not for our sake, but for your own. All I personally ask is that you please continue to check in from time to time to let us know how you're doing.
NatFen
2025-11-13 16:24:20 +0000 UTCSorry for loss
Patchy
2025-11-13 01:13:48 +0000 UTC
