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CHAPTER MASTER POST

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CHAPTER MASTER POST

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Thank you so much that means a lot to me 😭 thank you for reading

Kimmikala

Bittie, I just want you to know that I have been reading this comic for a while now, and it's become a comfort source for me in a way I didn't expect. The way you show the trust and love between Howie and Sooch even from the beginning, it really helped me figure some things out. Please continue to keep up the amazing work you do!

Lisa Lou

every friend group has at least one friend who drives like they have unresolved trauma

kuro-tan

Agreed 💛💛

Artykoala

Unfortunately no hard copies 😞 I do understand why, though. Bittie has shared in the past that although she isn't opposed to the idea, she would want to go back and redraw a lot of the earlier chapters (which is really understandable given how old the comic is and how much her style has changed and grown in that time) which would obviously require a lot of time and energy that she doesn't have right now while still putting out new episodes and also working a completely different full-time job.

Annabel B

Man - decided to go back and do a full re-read in honor of Chpt 23 finishing and maybe this is a strange compliment but while I love the way you illustrate sex scenes overall (I've seen others mention that the level of intimacy and love that you depict almost makes it feel like we're intruding [which is a good thing] - and I agree) I especially love how you depict orgasms, specifically re: Chpt 21. I think a lot of BL artists get caught up on the "money shot" but you do such an amazing job of showing it as a visceral, emotional, full-body experience that's shared by both partners in different ways. The trembling, vulnerability, anticipation, and surrender to one another are both touching and beautiful and also hot as hell. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with some quick, rough, dirty sex (and I'm sure if/when Howie and Sooch reach that point you won't hear any complaints from us), but I just love so much that, for their first time like that with each other, you chose to illustrate it so clearly as being a physical extension of the deeply emotional bond that they share, rather than some kind of act of primal lust. And you were so, so successful in that endeavor, too.

Annabel B

I have a dumb question that I'm sure has been answered somewhere on your page. Do you have hard copies of this? Or will you be getting some? And is it by chapter it gets released or are you going to do 1 big book when the story is finished? Or both?

Levi Bauer

You know whats crazy? Ive been here since the beginning- having barely turned eighteen when the first chapter came out. I have loved this comic so long and still get excited for each update. It feels like these characters grew along side me. I see myself in the early chapters- someone who was questioning their sexuality, freshly coming out to people, crushing on people I shouldn’t, getting into messy relationships, and taking huge emotional risks. Its so funny to me that sooch was diagnosed with Adhd as I was just a couple years ago. I still relate to their struggles now as younger me did way back then. This is my only patreon subscription and it’s been well worth the money. Congratulations on a new chapter completed!

TheArtistsWings 9

It's wild to know how long this story has been a part of my every week. First found it on Smackjeeves then followed it to Tapas. This story and a few others were some of the best things to look forward to during some of the worst weeks. So thanks for working so hard to keep up with it, but we won't blame you for taking breaks.

V Blackstone

Thank you so so much for reading, and for sticking with me for so long 😭

Kimmikala

bittie, this comic has been with me for YEARS, some of my hardest years too. when i was going through police because of my forced best friend, i had sooch and howie to read about on tapas. it was the first and only story i ever used ink on. once i was old enough to have adult money and cards, i bought my one and only patreon subscription. this comic has been a solid for me, and one of, if not my favorite comic to date. thank you for creating such realistic, cute, and relatable characters. my mental state is in debt to you ♥︎♡♥︎♡

Offline

Josh is easily my favorite character, I love rereading older chapters just to laugh at his antics

Sarz

rereading for the billionth time 🙏

M

i love how you can read the prologue as the most depressing thing ever or as the most romantic thing ever. it just depends from where u start. once someone pointed this fact it became my most favourite part of the whole comic.

Karma Kohana

I often go back and start at the beginning so I can watch them fall in love with each other again. Love watching them learn and grow together.

Brandi Masterson

Thank you for reading 😭❤️

Kimmikala

I could not ask for a better way to start every weekend than reading your story! thank you so much Bittie!

Selli

I’m sure it’s plenty of work! Kind of like a chef i can consume faster than you can produce your art lol! You are sincerely spectacular though. I will read anything you make because this story was the best thing ive read and im a librarian 😂

Nuncatierra

Aw thanks so much that means a lot to me! Thank you for reading ❤️ This is currently my only story though 😭

Kimmikala

Thank you! You too, happy new year ❤️❤️❤️

Kimmikala

Ma’am. I just read this whole series (so far) from 10pm to 4:50am and I will never be the same. Have you written any other stories anywhere or made any other comics? I am addicted to your storytelling.

Nuncatierra

Happy New Year, Bittie! 💜wishing you a sweet 2025🍯

SunGlitter

Yes the uncensored chapters are in here:) Chapters 20 and 21 in here are uncensored, they just don't have "uncensored" in the title or anything

Kimmikala

Are there full pages of the chapters uncensored?

Beanjr

Thank you, Bittie!!! So happy to read the whole chapter🏳️‍🌈

SunGlitter

Hi! Chapter 22 is still in progress so it hasn't been added to the master post yet - if you scroll through my feed you can read all the completed pages. Once the chapter is completed I'll add it to the master post.

Kimmikala

I’m confused, why does patreon chapters are less than the ones on TAPAS?

Eva Bessioud

I have just subscribed♥♥♥

Carol Twerk

I swear I love Howie and Sooch's beautiful romance more and more every time I reread. When it was the first time 6 years ago or reading it silently alone while on vacation 3 years ago or rediscovering it this August, I love it more each and every time.

Jonathan Artiaga

I really love how you build their intimacy and relationship and sex life! It’s honestly so healing and lovely to read about. 💕💕💕

Lana Bilbo

I love going back and re-reading, and good god the art has evolved so so much!! The current appearance of our boys is my favorite but I love seeing where they started

Genevieve

I come back here every few months and just read the whole thing again and it makes me so happy

MJ

Thank you for your steadfast work in creating this chaptet for us to enjoy in minutes 😉 🙏 ❤️💐

Karen Espinosa

Yay! I needed a good excuse to reread this again!

Viaka

Oh i see, the title cards never messed anything up for me, I do kind of have to zoom in a little bit to have the pages fully take up the screen but that’s all. But for some chapters I don’t need to do that? I like having the title cards tho!

Daisy

Yes! Another chapter completed! Great work Bittie, you're such an amazing storyteller and artist! 💕💕

SharkToothGoosie

Now that was evil... you posted it, and I fell down the rabbit hole of re-reading every chapter...

T1ffy1234

Not all the chapters are weird, but a lot of them are and idk why, so I was just gonna remove the titles

Kimmikala

The chapter titles are actually messing up the view on my phone. I'm not sure if you guys are seeing the same thing as me. I was gonna remove all the title cards and just put text in to indicate the chapter

Kimmikala

Try refreshing! It's fixed now, I don't know why it's not showing for you guys 😭

Kimmikala

Bittie! I'm sorry to say it, but the censorship tags on Ch.21 are backwards. Uncensored has light sabers and censored is full glory. I mean, that just meant I read it twice, but for those who care, it might be an issue.

AngelShoes

Aw it’s missing the chapter title card

Daisy

You are working so hard and doing a great job! I adore this comic

lunargemini

Try refreshing! It's fixed now

Kimmikala

chapter 21 censored and uncensored and reversed!! so the censored one is uncensored and so on!!

M Bailey

It's fixed now 🙈 I'll see myself out

Kimmikala

Omg it's fixed now!!!

Kimmikala

Hey don't know if you noticed but I think you swapped the censored and uncensored versions of Chapter 21

Lex

Uncensored and censored are mixed up 🫣

Tez

Thank you, Bittie! I'm grateful to have Chapter 21 all together. Such beautifully portrayed love and intimacy! You've given us such a gift. Thank you!

Tamara Gagnolet

TIME TO REREAD AGAIN YALL MUAHAHAHA

Insaner

Chapter 21 is still ongoing. They only get added to the Master list when they're completed :)

CarrJan

Ah okay thank you so much🫂❤️

Jamari Brown

Hi! Chapter 21 isn't complete yet so it hasn't been added to this post yet. But if you scroll down through my feed you'll can read all the pages I've completed so far :)

Kimmikala

Chapter*

Jamari Brown

Is Cho 21 on here or just on Tapas ?

Jamari Brown

No truer words have ever been spoken. Literally screaming every time I finish reading and know I have to wait another WEEK!

Elizabeth Urban-Gedamke

Me sitting here wanting to wait so I can binge this tasty torture, and also me like I have to know now so I open to read weekly.

Desiree Furze

aww man... How'd I consume 20 chapters already. I only just started. Lolol 😭😭😭😭

Aodháná MFJ

YES

HoneyPotatoe

Not yet, I'll add it soon. I didn't get the chance to consolidate the pages yet

Kimmikala

Is chapter 20 on here?

Jaquan Durham

Thank you!

Juju M B

it’s fixed now

Hailey Humphreys

it did!

theo

I tried adding zeros. I hope that helps.

Kimmikala

Yeah we don’t see them in order…

Juju M B

Oh weird you don't see them in order? They're in order on my end

Kimmikala

If I search in the app for "master post" or similar then select the post shows with the attachments visible for me, clicking the pinned post doesn't work for some bizarre reason 🤷

gehrminator

Ya know if you place a zero before the single digit chapters that it'll be in order? Just saying lol

Aaron Phillips

Are you using the app? If so, try viewing from a browser. Or vice versa. Let me know if it works

Kimmikala

The links aren’t available for me

I'm using the app, maybe that's the issue. When I click the link it takes me to the masterlist post but nothing is there. I'll try on a browser.

Nyx

Hmm, I see it on my end. Are you using a browser or the app? If you are using a browser this post should be the first one on my page and everything should be right there. If you use the app, try searching "chapter master post" in the search bar on the top of my posts page. Then , click on the post. The attachments should be there.

Kimmikala

Am I the only one who can't see anything on the pinned post? No links or anything. Checked my membership to make sure I'm pledging and everything is good there.

Nyx

I won’t lie, I am immensely jelly of these two lmao, still looking for this kinda guy 😂. BUT AUTHORS NAME IVE ALREADY FORGOTTEN YOUR ABSOLUTELY AMAZING XX

Reece

I agree. It’s very organic.

Jane Boggs

While the sexual acts are not what I'm looking for, you have a way of including them into the way the story is told so they make sense, it's not just 2 people having sex because that's to be expected, it actually fits the story. Awesome work!

Dikface Dirk

So loving this story

Egypt Goddess

Gods I love reading comics in this format, though the right to left reading format going backwards when I try to do 2-page is messing with my ocd. Still love it though

Prismatic Paradox

This is the first time I read the master post, and to reread it like this… it hits differently. 🥹💛✨

Fish

Chapter 18 made me love Sooch so much!!

Juju M B

H! Chapter 18 will be added tomorrow. I've been busy so I haven't had the chance to consolidate the pages yet 😭 and chapter 19 won't be added until it's completed. I am happy that you're looking forward to the next phase of their relationship!

Kimmikala

I’m super excited for them to go on to the phase of their relationship and couldn’t wait for the release of the next page on tapas. But chapter 19 isn’t on here 😭 am I missing something? You are such a good writer and honestly I want to just figure out how much it would be to pay you to finish because 🙃 I’m dying over here 😭

Ashanti Okam

Saaaame. It would be amazing to see a printed copy one day, I would buy it in a heartbeat

Red Elizabeth

Have I just reread everything in this series for the 10th+ time? Maybe. Well I inevitably do it again? Absolutely!

Anna Elgersma

Will there be hardcopies for sell? I would totally buy this comic!

Bane

waiting happily for the 17th chapter 😍😍😍

Mariangela

It will be posted some time this week!

Kimmikala

Will there be one for chapter 17 here?

Mr Mocha Chino

i picture howie sounding like armie hammer. idk why but i just do

Nicole

When Howie says “baby”... my heart stops. Omg. 🙌 the best.

Darkside

The prologue gets me every single time. I absolutely love your story so much

Verina Musherure

If a superhero was real, it would be you. Cause this post just saved my world!

Jordyn Probst

Thank you so much...a beautiful love story...a wonderful journey....and so selflessly shared. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Binging this weekend just for the joy rereading it!

M Connor

Yes. Haha the whole thing. I love them dodging people, the hand holding, the poll jumping, the trash can trip, and the 'moments in the arms. The whole thing is gold.

Salamander86

Now, when you say alley scene...do you mean where they have that 'moment' where Sooch is in Howie's arms? Or, when Howie falls over the trash can and face plants the floor? Both are acceptable answers

Amy Barker

No worries if not, just was a thought if possible! Love your work so much! Thank you and keep it all coming 😊 You've inspired me to get back to try to relearn how to draw after 13 years off! Please keep up your amazing art and storyline as well as the inspiration!

NailBunny

Hey! I don’t know how to pin posts but I’ll look into it! I can’t figure out how to do it via the app but I’ll see if there’s some sort of setting for that on the web!

Kimmikala

This is so great. After rereading it again and again over the past few days I have decided three things. 1)this is still one of my favorites ever. 2)the alley scene back from the party is still my favorite scene ever 3)I love how far they have come. They have grown and changed so much. ❤ Thank you for creating this story and thank you even more for being willing to share this with us so freely.

Salamander86

Kimmikala - Are you able to pin this post by chance? I know Lord Vincent has his chapter directory with links pinned and it shows up as the first post :D So I have to imagine it's possible. Also, thank you so much for this amazing comic! I'm all caught up from my third read-through and now the PDFs will make my fourth even easier!

NailBunny

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! It is such a wonderful, lovely story. These are such a gift!!

M Connor

Btw, thank you for taking the time and trouble to put these together for us! It makes re-reads so much easier.

AngelShoes

Holy fudge cakes

Jen

Thank you so much :)

PhoenixFyre

It must be my birthday, because this is a helluva great present

Jenna H

Christmas came early!

Doddz Co

Thank youuuuu!!!! ❤️ can't wait to re-read everything

Sam Vic

Delightful opportunity to reread everything ❤

LUICIFELL

*when you're spammed by senpai*

HoneyPotatoe

Lol good timing!! Welcome to my patreon ❤️

Kimmikala

I just joined your Patreon tonight because I love your story and was hoping to be able to download previous chapters. Voila! Thank you so much!

Melinda

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!💕💕💕💕

SharkToothGoosie

Thank you so much for this!! Can’t wait to experience this all over again 😍

Lauren

I can relate to this story sooo much except for the Howie confession part 🕳🚶‍♂️

Ugne V.

YESSSIRRRRR REREAD TIME

Jessa

My whole week was made thank you for taking the time to put this together 😀

Maria Nolasco

Thank you for giving us such a wonderful story. You pour love into your characters, and I can really feel it.

Andrew Brown

Im gonna go get lost in phenomenal artwork and story

Cj Taylor

YES!! Nice1

Diego P

Thank you so much for getting this all organized!! It makes my mind happy lol

Justin Larson

Re-reading this masterpiece is now so much easier

Daisy

Yay

Stephen


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