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❤️ Personal Update ❤️ [Content Is Still Coming Out For Months]

Hey Teacups -

To clarify, nothing is set in stone, but I sincerely want to feel better. Please know that whatever I do I am so grateful for all the support I've been shown.

Content is backed-up, months of content left in me, nothing is changing overnight. 

Best wishes,

Tea 

❤️ Personal Update ❤️ [Content Is Still Coming Out For Months]

Comments

It gets better, so much better

Patrick

Tea we all love you and if you do stop making audios and doing voice acting it will be a very sad day for me, but to me and i think everyone else here will agree your mental health is more important than doing audios for us. All in all no matter what i will support you in any way i can. Your audios brought me out of a dark place and im doing better now thanks to you and professional help. I will support whatever decisions you make we dont control you and we all love you very much and if you ever need anything we're here for you no matter what. Thank you for being you Tea. If you do switch to just doing scripts i would love to be able to read them too. I wish you the very best and hope you've had a wonderful day 😊

ZhiendGamingHD

Tea, your content has been a soul-saver for me. I'll always be happy to have it while it's here, but honestly your health comes first. Keep yourself well <3

Take some time to feel better. Cause Everytime you "take time" you freaking work. So it may be related to that too. Just your pushing yourself and you don't have too. Relax!

Timothy Shaw

Follow your heart

Agent M

I will miss you and your audios if you ever left, but your health is more important than anything else. If you want to take time off to recharge your batteries instead though, then take all the time you need. Take care of yourself, Tea.

Buck Toddrustle

Wow... that comes as a surprise to me. O.O The day you quit voice acting will sure be a sad day and a great loss for the whole ASMR and VA community. Even more so since you once wrote that you see yourself more like a voice actress and want to go down that road rather than an ASMRtist. But life happens and priorities change. And your main priority should first and foremost be your mental and physical health. I've been following you for quite some time now (2 years i guess; give or take) and know some of the shit you went through; past and present. It's your life, your health. And if you think it's time to end this journey and focus on things then it's totally okay. It really is. Life is a constant flow. Things happen, perspectives shift. Nothing can be taken for granted and nothing lasts forever. Whatever you do or won't do. At the end it's your decision and we will and have to accept that although we will miss you dearly.

Klaus

Whatever you wanna do. We'll be here for ya Queen T

Avavago

Its will.be a sad moment but your best for your healt

Francis Gagnon

Though I would be very sad to see you go, you don't need to continue doing anything that makes you unhappy. Please do whatever is best for you and your family and don't worry about how anyone will take your giving up VA.

Saint

If that's what you feel would be best for yourself, then I would support your decision. It would be unfortunate not to see anymore audios coming from you anymore, but I believe your health in more important. All good things come to an end eventually.

Dalton Remy

You have to do what is best for you, if the work no longer makes you happy then walking away might be for the best. I have loved your work but care more for you then the audios. If this is the end of the line for the VA then Tea all I can say is that is has been a pleasure and I wish you (and your family) nothing but the best ❤️

AndrewTheBrit

your sincerity and clarity is incredibly admirable. do as you like in order to be happy. truth be told, you owe us nothing, everyone here should understand we choose to support you out of our will, but you should only do this for as long as you desire

Airwreck

Tea, we care about your well being more than we do about your work. While I will be sad to see you go, I support and accept your decision. Do what you think feels right. ❤️

Blaine

Do what you feel is best tea. If you don’t like doing this then don’t force yourself.

Emperor’s Champion

It's been a joy listening to your work Tea and if you do decide to stop VA Then i hope you can find something that will make you happy and will not make you feel depressed that's the last you need right now Good luck and stay awesome

Tommy Hiesto

If voice acting is making your mental health suffer, please don't keep doing it. If anything, stop on our behalf. Your health is far more important, and especially since some of the content would hit closer to home for you... Please pur yourself (and your family) first <3

Awkward Space Man

Is she gonna release all her unreleased audio or is it gonna die along with her decision?

rdimes

Do what makes you happy. If Voice Acting doesn't make you happy, then don't do it! You are great no matter what!

John Folmer

While I will be saddened if you no longer want to do voice acting I will support you all the way if want to quit. Because i care more for your well being so do what you think is best Tea. Im just glad that I had the opportunity to hear your beautiful asmr videos and to support your career.

Phoenix Brave Hideki

Tea we will support whatever you decide to do. Sure I’ll be sad to see you go, but you’ve already given us so so much! I’m still trying to catch up on your past audios. For real take care of your self! Whether you decide to take a few months break, or fully quitting we’ll always be in your corner.

Nery

If that day comes, we will all be sad for sure, but it is definitely more important that you are well and look after your mental health. I can only speak for myself, but when you post a new ASMR it always saves my day. I am so grateful for you and your great work. I wish you the best and all the happiness in this world. ❤️❤️❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Marc

Take care of what you need to take care of. You have already done so much for us, it is about time you start taking care of yourself and putting your happiness first. Everyone in this community loves you and would hate to see anything bad happen to you. If you need to take a vacation, take a vacation. If you need to take a month-long break just to relax and to recuperate, go for it. If none of that works then it will be very sad to see you go, but at least for me, I would not be able to enjoy your very good content knowing that you are suffering because of it. Also, if this is goodbye I would like to let you know that I wish great things for you in the future, and it was an honor and a privilege to witness the work of a great content creator and if there is anything you need from us please do not hesitate to ask. More people truly care about you than you think.

Michael Lancellotti

If you do decide to quit, I want to let you know that the ride was fun. I'll miss you, but you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Thank you so much for all that you've done. Its been a pleasure to experience your work

Please take care of yourself Tea <3

Mitori

As sad as that would be Tea, You need to look after you. I love your work and am clearly not alone in this. If you need anything remember you have a great loving community behind you, and from what you've said a loving and supportive family. I know mental healthy is a delicate thing and wish you the best and alllll the happieness.

yetiman101

Please take good care of yourself, Tea. *You* are more important than your content. If you need to, please take a hiatus for as long as you need. We won't go anywhere. Whatever you decide, we will support you 100%. You will be greatly missed if you decide to move on from voice acting, but we want a happy and healthy Tea more than anything else. I want to personally thank you for all you do and for all your audios. They helped me get through the darkest moments of my life. Never forget, you are always appreciated. Please keep taking care of yourself. We love you so much, Tea! ❤️❤️❤️ *virtual hugs*

Just Plain Joe

*virtual hug of support*

Inquianyler

Oh... I'm so sorry to hear that. Not sorry that you're considering quitting. You're a grown woman, you can decide Oh... I'm so sorry to hear that. Not sorry that you're considering quitting. You're a grown woman, you can decide such things for yourself. But I'm sorry that doing this hurts you so much that you feel you NEED to quit. I'm curious what makes it so. Your performance is wonderful, your topics are both novel and "real" (even when they're not *cough*succubus*cough*) and people obviously love what you do. Still, you say what you do is "not good enough" quite a lot. Could you be experiencing the imposter syndrome? Like, you begin notice more "faults" in your recordings, but only because you've now developed the skills necessary to even recognize said shortcomings. I train martial arts, and I'm much more aware of my shortcomings now as a black belt than I was when I was at, say, yellow. In the VA game, you're the black belt, Tea. And we are the oogly eyed kids going "ooooohh..." when you break bricks with your forehead. You're THAT awesome. I was also thinking, just from the top of my head. Maybe a subscription based platform is not the best solution for you? I mean, I bet you feel obliged to deliver "goods" in a certain quality and quantity to your "employer" (namely, us) because we pay you a sum of money each month. And if we say "it's cool, take a week off", you still feel bad because you're so damn dutiful. Maybe VA becoming a full time job killed the joy of doing it? So maybe you could consider a more "direct payment" for audios? Like, you release an audio and people buy it, just as in ye olde iTunes store. No schedules and time pressure, you'll record a new track when you feel like it. That ended up much longer than I intended, and might look like I'm trying to affect your decision. I'm really really not. I love and respect you way to much for that. And I'm not that great with feely words, so I try to come with practical/pragmatic solutions to a problem. I just want you to know that you're not disappointing anyone in any way. Just remember, first and foremost, take care of yourself! Always. <3 *Sending virtual hugs*

Goldbrand

I've love every minute of your work and whatever you decide I hope you do what's best for you! Maybe take an extended break of you've got that much stuff backed up, really give yourself time to relax and be in a good headspace.

Jacob Griffith

You should and need to do what makes you feel better, even though I really felt my heart drop - mostly because I care about you as a person. Have you considered taking a break from creating content for a period of time, or maybe changing the direction of the content around ? No matter what you choose to do, I will keep supporting you regardless - you are an amazing person, and you deserve to feel and be happy, and if doing this is causing you to be depressed, that is a price that is way too high if you ask me. Please take care. <3

Nicki Løvstrup Hansen

Yeah you've already uploaded enough stuff to earn my monthly money even if new content doesn't come out. I'd keep paying just for easy access to the archive, and your charming updates. Do what you need to do for you, but if i may offer unsolicited advice: most people throughout most of history and even across the world today have not been happy. Depression, and clinical depression is a modern word. We didn't have descriptions or guidlines for these things before. I'm not trying to say "keep releasing audios no matter how you feel", but rather that escaping suffering entirely is something that only ascending to Nirvana can promise :P. Suffering is part of life. Of course you can manage and mitigate it as you see fit, but it also may be something that you always have. And that's okay! Everyone is worthy. Everyone is valid. Everyone experiences suffering. Only a select few get to experience markedly less suffering than most people. Things are tough all over.

Minos

Something you like doing shouldn't cost you your mental health. Do what you have to, you have our support.

D.C.

Do what you think its best for you, Tea. You already gave us all great content through and through.

Lemonfiti

You need to take care of yourself first. That’s all that matters. Take a break and if you miss making content, we’ll be here and if not, then that’s what’s best. It’s not worth destroying your mental health.

Kevin McNamara

Do what's best for you Tea

Jmann1892

Tea, of that's what you want, we will support it. Just take care of yourself because you deserve happiness and good things as much as anyone else.

Blindluck92

At then end of the day you need to do what’s best for you. Change is tough but but sometimes you just need to make that leap. Whatever you do I hope for the best! Thank you for your time too and don’t push yourself… do what you need to do to keep be well, Tea :)

Ryan N

We would surely miss you deeply Tea but your health and happiness comes first always. If doing voice work does not make you happy then anymore, then by all means, please do whatever does. This life is too short to spend even one moment being unhappy. Do what is best for you and what makes you smile.

Dalin

As sad as it would be to watch you go, I really hope the best for you. If you really believe that this job is giving you depression then I'll support you. It's been a really fun time and you've done some really good work here.

Warden D.

Tea. You are an amazing person. Such a star a fantastic individual... My Personal opinion if your stressed or depressed. Don't quit make a video about how you. Feel. We will always be here to listen to your problems tea. Think about why you started voice acting :)

Ryan Oneill

Do whatever makes you happy or feels right. Your are an incredible person and have shown nothing but kindness and respect to this community. Whatever decision you make, we'll stand by it.

Pyrocent

Tea, you do what you have to do to make sure you’re happy. We’ll be here for you. 💙

Coby-O

Sad to see you’ll be quitting ASMR, but at least you’ll still be around for months ahead

Galactic Gaming

I’d be sad to see you go, I know I don’t say or comment a lot but you audios honestly help make my day sometimes but please do what you think will be best for you.

Nathan Smith

Sorry to hear that you are not enjoying your work. Do you feel that it is the content of your work, or just voice acting in general?

AudioFreak

You have to always take your health as a priority. I am sure that whatever you do you will be great at it based on the amount of passion you put into this audios. Like it has been said above already, if you need it take a vacation for a while and reset so that you can make a decision with a clear mind. Best wishes!

Jakub Juchniewicz

I've recently been making a push to look after myself more as well as looking into support again and I honest feel like part of the reason is down to you Tea, so thank you for that. You really do have to look after yourself Tea, and if your work is causing you issues then changing it really can help. Based on the audios that you've written you'd be a great script writer Tea. And while I came for your audios I stayed for both them and for you as a creator so if you do stop voice acting but you want to keep up the positivity posts side of things then I'd personally stick around. Whatever you do you'll be great but looking after yourself is your top priority. If what you do isn't voice acting anymore then you'll be missed so much but we'd all rather you were happy and healthy.

Frohawk

If you're not feeling well you can take a break. there's plenty of audios you've made that I can listen to pass the time.

Jeremy Knight

It's ok TeacupAudio all we want is for you to be happy and healthy take as much time as you need.

Jordan Curry

It's ok, Tea. Whatever you need to do, we're here for you.

David Murphy

I’m sad to hear you feeling this way Tea. If you feel that’s what’s beat for your mental health then do what you have to do. I am thankfulfor the content you have provided/ will provide and hope that whatever you decide for your future you find the strength to battle your depression.

You should take a long vacation away from TeacupAudio It is not necessary to go to an island in the Caribbean (that would be great) but get far enough away from all this and think about your decision, whatever it is, it's fine, it's okay to feel overwhelmed and frustrated with Your work as much as you love it (I tell you I'm a nurse) stay away, meditate and take care of yourself Tea. ❤️✨

peanutbutterxxx

When it comes to stuff like this, listening to your gut, heart and mind is the best thing to do. If it is the VA work that's got you feeling that way, then no matter the choice you take, whether it's a hiatus or stopping for good. Your amazing fans (me included) will support whichever decision you make. And I personally am very thankful and grateful for what you've done and the audios you've made, they've helped me get through a lot. We all love you dearly Tea ♥️

Pease take care of yourself first and foremost! We support you so if this is what's best for you then its what I want to support you in. Beyond just the audios you've used this channel to send out so many positive messages and reminded us that we matter. The same goes for you - if you're not in a place where you feel comfortable then do whatever you need to achieve that. We love you!

Alex

damn that’s some sad news, whatever your decision please make sure you won’t backpedal on it like with youtube. I love you but it looks like you make irrational impulsive decisions sometimes that end up hurting you, and that’s always sad to see. (that’s just my observation from the limited view of some rando on the internet so feel free to ignore it, obviously :D) Take care Tea, hope you make the best decision for you <3 I have the confidence in you you’ll know what’s best and put yourself first, always.

Samwise Thebravee

Work has to be useful and fun. You're work has been useful for so many people. It made a positive impact in many lives and a critical impact in more than a few. Thank you for that. But if this doesn't give you the joy or mental vitality you deserve, go find something that is useful AND fun. You are a good person and deserve a vital and happy life.

KevinSteeg

I agree with Lucas. Please take care of yourself, Tea. We love you.

Paladin_Frost

If you do feel it’s VA work that’s been affecting you then I say do what you’re heart tells you and if you do I’m glad I got to listen to your story’s and content I just hope you feel better in the end tea. don’t regret anything that you did because of what others say, you’ve done great this whole time and no body can take that away from you

Jerston

If this is what needs to be done for you to feel better than do so tea, I will always be thankful for what you have done for us, but I don’t want you to force yourself, the whole point of being a VA is to enjoy yourself. I will alway be grateful for what you have done but you come first, us second

Scorpion

Truly, do whatever you need to do for your own well-being before anything else Tea. We love your content and we would miss you dearly but you can’t sacrifice your own mental health just for us to have more content. I say this as someone who feels like I’m on the very edge of breaking lately: you don’t want to end up here ❤️

Kojiro91

ah that sucks to hear, but obviously do what you need to do. Hopefully it wont have to come to that but if it does, we all appreciate you and your work. Thank you Tea 💙

Mranqueetas

All I want you to be is yourself, Tea. I enjoy your current content, but if it's not what you want to keep doing, then more power to you! I wouldn't want you to do something that causes you mental/physical strain. You deserve happiness like everyone else. If voice acting isn't your thing, don't be afraid to open up to us your other interests, as I will be happy to support you!

Maxfield Grassy

It's undoubtedly sad, but knowing you are depressed is even sadder. Don't pressure yourself, and get well.

Glonthein

Do what you need to do to maintain your mental health. It's been a joy to listen to you and to contribute to your creativity financially.

Mike Taylor

That might be exactly what the doctor ordered. Thank you for the kind suggestion <3

TeacupAudio

I support whatever you do.

Phazin Kine

Please please just take care of yourself! If need be take a hiatus from TeacupAudio and let yourself reset. If you still feel this way afterwards then maybe a more long term decision after that. Long story short, take a break and let yourself heal. Wish you all the best Tea, we’ll still be here ❤️

Lucas

Whatever the choice is, I support it and I'm sure others do too. It's your life too and we're rooting for you ! 🥂

Karl

As much as i love your content I dont want to see it make you feel worse and thanks for all the great stuff u have done

Nickhoutz

Beterschap!!

Mr.Puppers6

It’s ok. Thank you for all that you do and whatever you do, just again thank you.

June


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