There are two forms I want Lili to have, one of pure white light and the other as the universe and the pit of space. The white light is pure but empty. She loses herself in thought and begins mumbling to herself not understanding what she truly wants. She begins to lose all her memories as they spill out of her in golden tears. She is desperately trying to hold onto her memories but failing to do so.
For her to reach this form is TBA. Jasper is able to communicate somewhat with her but again she just an empty vessel. Jasper would desperately try to bring her back and she won't listen and instead loses herself with the "what, why and how"
She is in constant pain even if she visibly doesn't show it, She is powerful and is able to control her dreams at this stage but her lack of her full awareness keeps her stuck in the dream.
Last month awards I created an animatic in which she is lost in total darkness and as she hears the voices calling to her she begins to reach the surface until she drowns in her despair.
I really wanted a simplistic form to give her! I wanted a form that screamed silence but destruction.
I hope you enjoy!