Jasper

Jasper is a dream catcher, as mentioned before he can enter Lili's dream since they hold a strong connection. what is that connection? well no spoilers! not yet. Jasper and Lili are close friends who met in college. Jasper didn't want to associate with anyone when attending college but he eventually created a friendship with Lili. Jasper and Lili had a horrible last interaction with one another that sent Lili in a spiral of sadness. Lili tends to hold friends in a high pedestal. Lili believes once she makes a friend they will forever be friends even if others don't feel the same way. Jasper and Lili are total opposites Jasper more of a pessimistic and a realist. Jasper is able to see what reality is and isn't swayed by fantasy (or so we think) Jasper is complex. If I could some up his entire feelings I would say Jasper feels alone. 

After what happen it wasn't to long after that Lili fell into a deep sleep. Jasper blames himself believing he is the cause of her losing herself. He believes if he could save her he could be forgiven for what he has done. Jasper helps Lili find her memories but secretly shatters or hides the one that he doesn't want her to see mostly memories about their relationship. If she doesn't know who he truly is than maybe he can start a new and become the person he believes she wants him to be. 

It is cruel, it is wrong to manipulate her memories because it creating a fake reality a reality he wants her to believe. Jasper will learn the hard way that you can't run from your fear and you hurt those around you when you do and if you can't be honest with yourself you will forever feel alone 

Jasper is so hard to draw! I wish I didn't make him so difficult. At first it was easy because I didn't think to much in anatomy or direction. Now that I'm focusing entirely on his design and anatomy it gets a bit difficult. How do I draw him facing forward, how do I make his nose the same size in each panel! if anything I've improved and it all thanks to my hard work. haha! I know people miss me drawing Jasper and believe me I do to! but lately I've not felt comfortable to do so! bare with me! I'm slowly becoming comfortable again, maybe more post in the future?!