A Little Update From Me + A Little About Me Personally & My Condition
Added 2023-05-24 00:40:21 +0000 UTCHey yall! Nice to be back after a much-needed break, it was a very eye-opening break and truly opened me up to a lot of self-analyzing which in part gave me the confidence to at least come out with this "opening up" video, I don't want this to be a sort of sympathy attracting sort of thing, but more, well hopefully a thing that'll help out other people who may be going through the same thing~
I hope to return to my work this week, starting with the Tiger Girl part 6, as well as a public audio which was a commission from a supporter of mine here on Patreon. And with that being said, I'd like to hear what you guys have to say in the comments below, especially if what I said resonated with you personally~ <3
Comments
Thanks for sharing this about yourself.
MrJones0029
2023-06-09 02:51:18 +0000 UTCI am Bad with Words so I’ll try to make this short but powerful. Miyuki I am Sry for what happened to you. but I am so happy that you exist and that you do what you do, it’s amazing what you achieved already, please take the time you need for yourself and put yourself first, I love your work I love how you breathe life into the worlds and story’s you create and how you just… idk how to explain it, you make it special in a way that I can’t put into words. Ohh and I have never heard a voice like yours before, or have heard ever since I can remember so I’ll always love your work. I’m getting off topic, you are amazing, take your time, I’ll be here when you return and I’ll look forward to anything you put out.
Yakade Saegusa
2023-05-26 01:14:54 +0000 UTCI was always imprest by your amount of uploads. As an Asperger Autist I can not say much more when you did enough already.
Ryo
2023-05-26 00:21:07 +0000 UTCShe's just like me (fr fr)
FissionMailed
2023-05-25 17:26:14 +0000 UTCI’m glad to hear you’ve taken some time for your own sake and mental health. We all need to at times get away and preserve our sanities. In with keeping this short and sweet; I love the work you’ve shared with us and treasure it, thank you. (Huggle)
Ebony Tower
2023-05-24 18:47:52 +0000 UTCHi Miyuki....It really lifts a weight from my soul to know that there's another out there that is like me. A sister on the spectrum who is in the trenches of the neuro world with me. And to see so many in the comments telling their tales of the spectrum. Many brothers and sisters out there. I also am high functioning and I absolutely agree Miyuki it's a damn curse alot of the time. Many people think because I can communicate well or mask my condition that I must not have a disability and because I don't look or act like a "disabled" I must be fine., But what they don't realize is I grew up in a generation where we were taught from childhood to think, act, be neurotypical. We were taught in school to mask who we really are. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know so to speak. I learned to mask my autism well but that came at a heavy cost to my mental health and also resulted in my being somewhat bitter towards younger people on the spectrum who got support and understanding in their school days. Not their fault, I don't blame them per say it's not their fault but I do hold a bitterness that if I had that support in my childhood I wouldn't be the CHB I am today. I don't like my autism, I wish I never had it....but I'm glad I'm not alone in this world. I'm sitting there with you Miyuki, we all fight together my kitty, we are all a team against the world. You take the time needed when you need it. Us aspies understand completely. ♥
Shaun The CHB
2023-05-24 11:50:06 +0000 UTCHello fellow Aspergian. Your experiences are valid and you need to take breaks when overwhelmed. If you have not read it before, I recommend "Look me in the Eye" by John Elder Robison. He recounts his life with Asperger's, which includes making special effects performance guitars for KISS. I am glad to hear you are well.
Gage
2023-05-24 11:44:02 +0000 UTCHey, I've been a Patreon for some time now, and jus wanted to say that I have enjoyed your content a lot, to the point when I listen to them before I go to bed. I also want you to know that the things you go through is what builds character in you. The first step in building character is to accept yourself, and then other will accept you too. Most people have conditions that may hinder them from accomplishing goals but just know that even the ones with conditions are still able to be more talented than the ones that call themselves "normal". I can never judge people by their conditions because I have a disorder as well, and I never let anybody get me down because I'm so different. I still like you for who you are now as I always have before. Stay true to yourself and others will stay true to you :) Love always and forever
ZManProductionZ
2023-05-24 06:14:37 +0000 UTCGood Luck!
SirStewpit
2023-05-24 05:12:48 +0000 UTCThank you an Well said
Crescent wolf
2023-05-24 05:04:26 +0000 UTCTrue words. Wholesome and respectful love is what carries any person.
SirStewpit
2023-05-24 05:03:22 +0000 UTCWell said.
SirStewpit
2023-05-24 05:02:17 +0000 UTCPutting all these pieces together suddenly makes so much sense. Thank you for taking the time and courage sharing this, ngl I was worried. I have VERY many related experiences, and some family members had been hit much harder, so we've all been coping a lot. Traumas, issues and whatnot. (Depression, dysthmia, neurasthenia and social anxiety is what i know I have, mom and sis have lotsa childhood trauma and I listened to them vent a lot) I know EXACTLY what you mean having good intentions and ppl taking advantage of it. Everyone treated me like dirt in school while I pretty much liked all of them looking under the facade of their frustration and venting, but they could never be themselves unless alone with me. They were weak and couldn't break the chains of peer pressure, much to my dismay. Anyway this isn't about me, just saying I have either experienced it or can strongly relate to pretty much anything at this point. You take all the time you need, never force yourself to do something when you're in deep end. Nothing can be more important than your health here, not to us either. One more thing to say: You said your goal was to help ppl cope, and calm down? Well cards on the table, you've been doing just that. Your audios have distracted me countless times when I was down, calmed me, and ngl I could FEEL your intent to do so more than a few times, so I always kinda knew. You've conveyed those feelings. They say pressure makes diamonds, but trying to pressure the real deal further will just end up scratching the surface, and I regard that as ill intend. Nobody has the right to treat others the way they treated you, and there can be no excuse, only regret and reconciliation if they were ever willing and emotionally developed enough. May you find truth and peace in it. Best wishes, and be certain, opening up makes ppl endlessly more valuable in my eyes, as it should!
SirStewpit
2023-05-24 05:01:05 +0000 UTCI Understand How You Feel, Because I Was Diagnosed With Autism When I Was A Little Kid..............But It Didn't Stop Me From Living My Life.......And It SHOULDN'T Stop You.So Live Your Life And Have Fun, And Take As Much Time Off As You Want...........You Deserve A Gold 🥇 For Sharing This With Us, Which PROVES WHY You're OUR Goddess.............So Remember, This Won't Stop You From Being The BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND WONDERFUL Person You Are👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️👑❤️.
Charles Walker
2023-05-24 03:37:39 +0000 UTCKeep your head up, take time for yourself, and always be happy. 😎😎✊🏾✊🏾👋🏾👋🏾 I am doing the same for myself than trying so hard to publish my book. But thank you for all the videos you made. You are more appreciated than you know. Your condition is not bad. It is just who you are.
bossshun9
2023-05-24 03:31:52 +0000 UTCBy the gods I Did not know I'm sorry you had to go through that. I'm not saying I have the same problems but I have some of the same problems I have a chemical imbalance in my brain and sometimes it makes me feel cold not physically but mentally. I don't want any pity or sadness for me because just what happened. I tried to remember times I when I was happy before the s*** happened but hold this memory. You give me some sort of warmth knowing that there's someone that can actually cares. My family helps Friends Help but at the end of the day I try to make myself remember. What I used to be so again don't pity? Me don't feel sad for me just know that I'm one that had issues. I try to be nice. I try to be a good person but sometimes I just look at everyone around. Me and think why should I Care So have a good night. Everyone thanks for sharing and I respect all of you That opened up. And I respect you because you told us and I feel less alone and less cold. But I'm not going to go on anymore. I think It is Long enough.🐺💋
Crescent wolf
2023-05-24 03:28:27 +0000 UTCHey Miyuki, I wanted to say how much I respect you for telling us this. As someone who goes through the same thing I went through the first half of my life trying to 'blend in' as much as I could. It took me a long time to accept myself. Remember how easy it is for us to hyper-fixate on things, taking breaks is absolutely required. Thank you for all you do for us. It absolutely helps in my case due to the sound sensitivity you spoke about.
EmeraldTheDingo
2023-05-24 03:18:53 +0000 UTCI understand, I kinda went through the same shit in school. I fought back, but somehow never started a fistfight
Huntsman of Atlas
2023-05-24 03:08:50 +0000 UTCIf I can deal with CoryxKenshin disappearing for 9+ months multiple times, this was nothing lol glad to hear that you are back! Take it easy!
Othello1
2023-05-24 02:15:34 +0000 UTCAll I gotta say is that we are here 4 u Miyuki, we are proud you came forward with being an aspie.
The_Tonatiuh
2023-05-24 01:43:44 +0000 UTCMiyuki, you can take breaks for as long as you need. We will still be here supporting you, praying for you, and caring about you. Believe it or not, I was told by my therapist and a few of my doctors around the middle of 2018 that I was on the spectrum as well. I never really noticed that I was before but I did realize a lot of the other kids in my middle and elementary school would laugh at me because I looked “cross-eyed”. I have never had alot of friends and spent so much time by myself and alone. I do things now in public and by myself that people would think were weird and make people give odd glances. The things I do that kinda keep my mind off of thinking about how others feel about me are playing games, sleeping, cooking a little, drawing/writing a bit, watching anime, and as of 2018-2019 listening to asmr and audios by myself. Anyway, that’s enough about me. I’m glad you are still here and I wish you the best and I pray that you stay safe and well. 😇🙏🙏🤍
YungOtaku22
2023-05-24 01:39:29 +0000 UTCHey miyuki. Much respect to your opening up and sharing. I had no idea what was happening like everyone else. Glad you're back and please take all the breaks you need. If I'm being honest I thought you were going to say you were quitting patreon or moving on. Your voice means a great deal. It only satisfies but in my case soothes my mind. Your voice helps calm my mind and it might be delusional of me thinking of you as my waifu every time I lie down listening to you. You're a wonderful soul and I'm happy to have listened to your sultry voice. Much love
AGUERRERO
2023-05-24 01:33:47 +0000 UTCWow, I never would've guessed you had Asperger's Syndrome, just like me. I've always struggled with socialization, not to say I'm not a nice person, I consider myself really kind and gentleman like, but because of people bullying me as well and always being a loner, I get nervous around people too and it causes me to be anxious around people because I couldn't be sure how they would treat me. Like one time at work recently, I told a co-worker I had Asperger's and he simply brushed it off and kept treating me like I was a dumbass and childlike. But, you already understand this, clearly, but I just wanted to say something because I, for one, understand you as well to an extent. I always kinda try to be the understanding type and will not do something someone is uncomfortable with. I wish you well in the future, love ya, Miyuki!❤️
Alexander Olson
2023-05-24 01:11:55 +0000 UTC… damn. I’m glad your still around, my ass was like: “ohh shiez, where she at?” I’d be interesting if you talk about that condition, i would like to know your perspective about it. Story time video would be nice as well. Also, take all the time you need. There’s no need to add a specific timing on how long you need a break, we’ll be here waiting for you girl. We care for your health. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m cool with more sfw, nsfw is all good and stuff, but more wholesome stuff is never wrong. #LoveAndCareForMiyuki
RZS dran B
2023-05-24 01:10:32 +0000 UTCMiyuki you beautiful gem. We are ALL on that spectrum. Probably 90% listening to you! I need your creative stories, I need your fantasies. 2022-2023 have been hardest on my life. But you're stories inspired me to write a novel which now is 300 pages and almost finished instead what I wanted to do which was bad. You savedy life Myuki. Don't go anywhere.
SucubusSlave
2023-05-24 00:57:30 +0000 UTC
