On the topic of my health
Added 2018-03-25 18:15:37 +0000 UTCHey. It's been a while since my last video. And I just want to have a quick chat about why.
These last few weeks have been hard on me healthwise. I don't like to talk about that a lot. I suffer from an eating disorder and anxiety issues that often make it hard for me to do anything productive, sometimes for weeks at a time.
The days following my last video I got hit by a bad wave of that and I didn't handle it well. I got my job as an educator which I managed to pull trough, but mostly I've been bedridden and feeling awful and thus unable to make videos.
My current video is being edited now though and hopefully I'll be back to being somewhat regular, but I just wanted to let you know why it's been a while and why sometimes I will be unable to produce anything, and that sometimes includes videos, streams or aswering comments. And that sucks, even though I know i'm my own worst critic when it comes to these things.
My next vid *will* be out tomorrow though. It's in the middle of editing so that's a promise I can keep! However I will avoid promising release dates in the future, just because I never know when anxiety will strike and put me out of commision.
I have promised one video a month at least, and this month there is coming one. Next month I'm hoping at least two, but we'll see. I've been getting some messages of support also, and I really want to thank you for that. You warm my heart.
Kisses
//Mia Mulder
