NicklawStudios

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Added 2024-02-22 13:49:25 +0000 UTC

For those of you who aren't aware, I've been suffering from depression for over a year now. Suddenly, everything lost its fun for me, and most of the time I feel only sadness and a great emptiness. A perennial feeling that my life has been a waste and that there is no hope for a better future. In fact, my only hope at the moment is to go to sleep and never more wake up. Sleeping is something I've been doing a lot of, by the way. It makes sense that depression would make me sleepy, after all, nothing else interests me, so there's no reason to stay awake.

So, I hope you can understand that, at the moment, it's extremely difficult for me to be productive. Extremely difficult to make art. Everything I try to draw looks awful and mediocre. My sense of self-criticism is working at 300%.

Whenever my mood allows, I do something on my comics project, but only by revising the script and making a few sketches. No new pages have been produced, which is why I've indefinitely paused the charges on my new Patreon. It's not fair to get paid for something I didn't do.

I don't know when things will change, or if they will. As I've already said, I have no hope for the future. So I thank you for your understanding and I apologize to everyone for not responding to your attempts to contact me. I don't feel like talking either.