December 2024 Update | A New Hand Touches My Beacons?!

Well THAT was a hell of a year, friends. Once again, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for all your support over the most bewildering, heartbreaking, devastating, transformative two years of my life so far. I ran from grief until my legs gave out and still you kept a warm fire burning for me. I tried and failed to get back into a routine more times than I can count. I've let a lot of you down. I've disappeared. I've been a whole ass mess in my offline life and I can't even begin to accurately convey my gratitude for your patience, kind messages, encouragement, and love. I have felt the love. More love than I could possibly deserve, honestly. Almost a full year ago my life was ripped apart and I have been trying to sweep the pieces ever since. Without knowing I had you folks to come back to, I'm not sure I could've kept my grip at all. So sincerely, from the bottom of my heart and the tips of my toes, THANK YOU. Whether or not you stayed subscribed, you have helped me along the way, so this overwhelming gratitude I'm feeling is also directed at anyone reading this.

I've been sitting and thinking a lot about what the next chapter should look like. What I'm capable of, and how I should go about it. I came to the same conclusion I see echoed in the comments of my most recent audios - I need to pace myself. I don't think any of us want this pattern of manic posting followed by 5 or 6 months of complete silence to continue. I've rewritten the membership tier rewards to better reflect what I'm actually capable of, so do check them out to see how you're affected. Mostly I just removed mentions of a set schedule and number of monthly audios, although the goal is for each tier to have at least one exclusive NSFW audio every month, with early access or series audios popping up as I'm able. I will post things as I finish them, at complete random. I will absorb and accept that I'm a slow burn girlie and take my time. You can say a lot of things about me, but one thing you cannot say is that I ever give up. Never have, never will. And if your life is also one big universal curb-stomping, you shouldn't give up either.

SO - what's the plan?

First thing on my list is to work my way through everything in the pinned post. I've already got one full script finished, "Love Blossoms From A Lie", for the fake relationship trope at the Backstage Pass tier - that should be up sometime this week. I'd like to bring back the audio polls in January after I've caught up. I've been hanging out a bit more in my Discord server so if you're looking to say hi, that's where you'll find me. I have a Bluesky account now (just look for audioharlot) but honestly I've lost my taste for social media and self promotion for the time being. My main focus is Patreon, everything else comes second.

So that's it. No grand plans or announcements, just hope for a better year to come. Take care of yourself, drink your water, take your vitamins, and hug your loved ones. If nothing else, I'm thrilled I get to exist on this planet at the same time as you do. I adore you. 2025 is our year, I can feel it.