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[EARLY ACCESS] Loneliness

[EARLY ACCESS] Loneliness

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Little Puddin

I can definitely relate. I have been lonely most of my life, at least before 2011. My music tastes are, like yours, very esoteric and particular. NOT a whole lot of other people would have them. And part of me does want to try something that "everybody else does," but, at the same time, I want to stay unique and individual and not just "do what everybody else does." Can be maddening and frustrating at times.

Murphy Slaugh

This video resonated with me, good show. And ofc its always nice to see more skunk :3

Comm Luke

I certainly can relate to aspects to this. I've had my moments of feeling completely lonely, especially back when I was an outsider at school, and it's been pretty much rooted in my overall introversy/shyness and sub-par conversational skills. And additional bullying tanking my self-confidence and upping my social anxiety - fun! I often feel myself seen as a bystander to conversations and, to this day, struggle with starting conversations myself, let alone doing smalltalk. It's gotten better, but it's an uphill battle. I still find myself struggling with coming up a reply or follow-up to someone in a 1-on-1 conversation - and then feel guilty about not responding at all x-x I have no idea where I'd be in terms of friendships if it weren't for them carrying conversations, approaching me first and be genuinely interested in me as a person, since I had such low confidence in myself, that I just considered myself nothing but boring. In every friend I make I learn something interesting about them, which I like to hear about, but I had to learn that this can be applied the other way around. I dunno on how many potential friendships I've missed out on because of this. I like to not think about it, it's probably not even worth thinking about it. I know someone who blew up at me for being too blunt with my conversational quirks and them carrying the conversation eacht time, but as they turned out to be an a-hole in the end, I guess it was good call on my end for... just being myself, I suppose? It did make me value my friends even more tho, for liking the awkward and reserved introvert I tend to be. Keeping this in mind does help healing the wounds of my past, and pushing me to become better with my social skills. Thanks so much for making this video, Aaron! It certainly struck a chord with me (and probably many others) and I really appreciate the little nudge to self-reflect! :3

StevenDeLuxi

This legit happened to me as well when I was trying to render my own video. Thank you Adobe, very cool. 👍

Fanboy

Dude now I wanna check out your channel. Could you tell me the name of the channel?

Polandball

YESSS A NEW VID IM SO HYPED!!! No joke tho I like the Thumbnail. Also merry christmas Chipflake!!!

Polandball

I've actually felt this way from a YouTuber stand point... I've been uploading YouTube videos ever since 2011. And throughout the years I've been chasing trends such as sketch comedy, plush/toy series, gaming commentary, and a bunch of stuff. But I've slowed down a lot passed 2020 and failed to keep up with modern standards on youtube..everything is different now and I'm left behind. Now I find it kinda hard to keep making videos since I know no one is really going to watch them..so I kinda focus on making videos for myself since I still like uploading every now and then..

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