i can't explain why, but hearing this hit me far harder than absolutely any piece of art or media has in a long long time. i've been having a rough couple of weeks/years, and as soon as i heard the vocals on this, i was able to feel (at least some of) the emotions that i haven't been able to feel in those years. i was able to cry for the first time that i can recall since at least 2020, probably more
this broke me, and then also fixed me a little bit. genuinely, thank you for that