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End of 2024 Update

It's been a very long year and so much has happened. I feel like I've really grown up as both an artist and as a person compared to 2023.

When I first got a lot of attention as an animator back in 2021, I really didn't know what direction I wanted my art to head in. I started being really cynical, pandering towards viral trends, and really obsessing over attention, I didn't like that mindset, it wasn't me, however it was a misunderstanding that I had to prioritize these things in order to succeed as an independent animator. I fell into this gamified social media attention trap which I didn't think was a problem.

I burned out in later 2022 after I made "Bedrock hard Minecraft abs". That video was immensely successful with over 37 Million views. I was able to use the ad money to pay off one year of University fees. My family was very proud of me, especially my father. However something was missing in my life. I was happy with the work sure, but I wasn't proud of it. It was embarrassing to show my peers that I was the guy who made that "Minecraft abs" video. It was a gimmick to hop on the Minecraft popularity train, and I felt like as an artist I didn't respect myself. I wanted to have my own voice, do more than animate viral topics.

This was also the time where I felt the environment of Hong Kong starting to change after the 2019 protests. For better or for worse, the city I grew up in has fundamentally chose a direction I was unhappy with and it's effects on my culture/family/friends around me. If you scrolled down to the post when I reactivated this Patreon, you could see I was lost and very angry.

At the beginning of 2023 I started a new path on making independent original animation. The first choice I made was to finish off the Koishi Project to end old commitments and to prove to myself that I actually had the capability to be an independent animator. The second choice was to start IWBTWR, a comic about life choices in an intense political environment and a love letter to the city I grew up in.

Both have been immensely successful and I'm now very happy at the person and artist I've become.

There has been more than double the amount of Patrons compared to the start of 2024. With the new support I was both able to get a new chair and new drawing material. I am also now able to use excess funds to commission colorists to work on both my animation and comics.

I still work part time as an accountant, hopefully I will be in a place where I can financially support myself just through my art one day.

2023 was me finding the direction of what I wanted to do, 2024 has been establishing this path I created for myself. Hopefully in 2025, I will be able to continue building along this path until IWBTWR is over a couple of years later. With some large side projects accompanying it as well.

2024 Events

2024 was a brutal double project year when I was working on both IWBTWR and the Koishi Project. The Koishi Project took priority as it was ending soon.

2025 Goals

Thank you all! See you all in 2025 and have a happy new year!

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Comments

Been an amazing year and cant wait till next year!

R1

Amazing job! Hope things turn out even better for you!

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