I finally have this studio space, and I haven't gotten to play with it much. I've been on the road, shared it with family, or our electricity was out. It's been a crazy time. I'm so glad I got to tour and lost the job I was going to have to return to. That's a story of itself. But modleing is a job even if it really took a down turn during COVID. Not making money was scary becasue of the independence money affords me, but it wouldn't last forever. I'm glad I could work and shoot the last few months. Cases keep sliding up and I can imagine it'll get worse and worse for a while. I've come across some irresponsible people and I can see how this problem won't be solved for a while. I'm not holding my breath on the vaccine until it is actually distributed or made available to someone like me. Whether COVID would kill me or not, I couldn't be okay with giving it to someone else that might suffer horribly from it. I keep trying to live my life the safest way I can while being able to maintain some income. If it wasn't COVID, it could've been any matter of situations that would affect me or all of us. Rarely has anything gone exactly to plan. I thought I'd move on to a different job after this trip and instead I lost the job and continued my tour. So much of growing up is having a plan b-z just incase. COVID is devistating and taken a lot of lives. It was important to adapt so it wouldn't take everything but my life. I was so scared I cuoldn't figure it out, and somehow I did. Thank you to everyone that helped out.