WARNING THE ARTIST'S CRYING
Added 2023-08-03 18:22:44 +0000 UTCWARNING THE ARTIST'S CRYING
Do not read the following text in poor English if you are uncomfortable with the artist's crying or his poor English.
I didn't think that I would face such a situation, because I am a very small and niche artist. But even my Patreon exclusives were partially stolen and uploaded to the public without my knowledge.
I've been battling chronic depression for many years, and now I don't have access to antidepressants that work without a huge amount of side effects.(it's not even about the price of drugs, they just disappeared.)
And such events are unsettling.
Yes, I started a Patreon to have an incentive to draw something other than endless commissions, because over the years of fighting depression, I developed the effect of "I got paid for this, I'll draw it" otherwise I'm in the art block, except for occasional bursts of endorphins or hyperfixations. But, does it still hurt? Because those who did it were my subscribers here. I feel betrayed.
And I feel sorry for those conscientious people who supported my strange work all this time.
Thanks to the subscribers, I was able to purchase the latest version of clipstudio. to buy food for my dogs and I appreciate every comment, view and new subscription here, it raises my self-esteem a little above the Mariana Trench in which I endlessly find myself.
I don't know who exactly is stealing exclusives, but please stop doing it. This kills the desire to create and deprives you of new content in the future.
A hungry and sick artist does not draw.
