This months' patreon podcast is a special episode where, after some light shmup news, I share a recent Murakami like experience of reliving my high school experiences and instincts. I give my insights on this shared cultural experience that I think is more realistic than how it is portrayed constantly in media. Topics include my pedo history teacher, the journey from popular, to unpopular, to some what popular again, myths and misconceptions, and this new obsession with getting revenge on your peers that I think is deeply unhealthy.