UPDATE: I just arrived back to london, Im with my family and I feel really happy and safe and ready for some healing ;)
Another update: I totally corroded my face off lol so Im not comfortable to film any videos for just some days. I sprayed a TON of limescale remover in my small bathroom and scrubbed up real close for solid 30-40 mins with no protection ( just nitrile gloves, which is only place I didnβt rash ) and a tiny tank top. I feel really silly but I clean so often I didnβt even think of that having an effect so much but, I mustβve oversprayed more than usual whilst daydreaming or something. Tiny bathroom too and no ventilation. Iβm so silly gosh now that I think about it, I literally stuck my head into such a tight space with all the chemicals. It caused really bad rashes and peeling. It was torture not to itch π anyways Iβm done ranting Iβm just so fascinated how such a stupid thing has affected my week so badly LOL