Future uploads, stress, etc

Hey guys! I thought I'd just post this to keep you guys in the loop with everything. Im still working on my videos for this month, but for a while, I was having a bit of writers block. Things have been super stressful, and after the gaming awards, I was able to post up two videos pertaining to Crash Team Racing. The first one did pretty well getting over 6k views, which I was quite happy about :o but also it was stressful

I feel like when I put a lot of effort into longer essay type videos, they dont get nearly as much views as the videos that pertain to more current things, so I need to try and find a balance, as keeping my channel afloat has been difficult. I really want to get to 10k by January, but I fear that may not be possible. It is hard to build an audience as a lot of my content relies on nostalgia and older games, so I started brainstorming on what I could do to help bring traffic to the site and I managed to come up with an idea.

I want to start a weekly segment explaining the lore and character bios of a popular game, that actually hasn't really been fleshed out/touched on. I was a bit surprised to discover this, but I actually do enjoy the story of said game, and think it would really help with views since the game is popular at the moment. I want the uploads to be weekly, hopefully an upload every Friday on top of the videos I am currently trying to roll out. 

I recently got hired as editor to edit someones vlogs on a weekly basis, and if the interview process goes well, I might also be starting a part time teaching job. So this is a lot of new stuff to take on at once, and I guess I'm just really anxious that everything will go south. I'm also going to have a cameo in another creators video, which I have to get to filming tonight.

So basically Im stressed and unsure of everything but I hope you guys can have faith in me that this all works out xD also I haven't finished Christmas Shopping ;-;

Anyways thanks for listening!

oxoxoxoxox

Raven