Changed My Mind

“Gosh, you probably miss that so much”, she said, looking out of the window with a smile, you were kissing her toes on your knees, while fixing her polish with your tongue between kisses, working hard in order to get fed today. You were hungry, starving even, ready to do anything for just one crumb.

“Being free, I mean”, she added and giggled, “how long has it been I can’t even remember”, the giggles turned to laughter.

You raised your head to look at her but her finger quickly pushed your head back down.

“Ah ah ah… you don’t want me to deny another meal, right?” She teasingly asked, you increased your pace, showing your obedience.

“Who would believe that long ago you were a normal free person, with hopes and dreams”, she giggled.

You were just a kid back then, catching the shrinking virus while playing with her son just because your parents were anti vaxxers, they couldn’t release you from her grasp no matter what they tried and she made you her exclusive foot slave.

She suddenly started laughing again, “now your dreams and hopes are just to keep me satisfied, hey, what did you want to do when you grow up?” She asked.

You didn’t know if you’re allowed to answer, you kept licking beneath her toenail.

She tapped your head with her finger, “hey, I’m talking to you”

You quickly raised your head, “I.. I wanted to be…” you couldn’t remember, so you just improvised something, “a cop, I wanted to be a cop”

She placed a hand over her mouth and laughed, then sighed, “so pathetic, start shoving your head between my toes”, she said and giggled, “a cop”, she added.

You got back to work and pushed your head hard between her toes, licking the densed grime and sweat, you were used to it.

She caressed her hair and enjoyed the sun, letting you keep working in silence, you gulped more and more disgusting sweat and grime, hoping that she would give you a bit of water afterwards so you won’t spend the rest of the day with this disgusting feeling.

After perhaps one hour of harsh work, she just pushed you back with her foot, “ok, that’s enough”, she sighed, smiling, you looked at her with hoping and begging eyes.

“Hmm, your meal”, she said and started walking towards the kitchen, your heart was pounding so fast, finally, your hard work is being recognised.

She came back with a smug face, then bent down and placed one little crumb of bread on the sofa not far from you. You were so disappointed, she hadn't even brought water, but at least it’s something, you stood up and started walking towards it.

Suddenly she smashed it with her finger, then brought it up and placed it on her tongue, she closed her eyes and got her tongue inside, giggling with a closed mouth.

“Changed my mind”, she said while laughing, “have a wonderful day, tomorrow morning I have Pilates, so you’ll have plenty of foot sweat to lick, need you as hungry and thirsty as possible”, she said casually and walked away.

You fell to your knees and started crying. Working so hard for simply nothing in return, your life was a joke to her.

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new tag - “reference”, whenever there’s a post that mentions an old story with a link.

if you spot or remember more like this that I haven’t linked - let me know so I’ll do it and add the tag.