"Without Me" Analysis

Hello, all! So today is one of those days that is really testing my OCD 😭😭😭 As you guys know, I rescheduled the "Without Me" video for today after cancelling it last week due to back pain. I was really excited to get this video out for you all today because I hate making you all wait. 

As I was making the video, several things went awry ("The best laid plans of mice and men..."). Firstly, I look orange in the video. It's probably a mixture of my clothes and the lighting, but seriously...it's giving 2009 Jersey Shore* meets Willy Wonka. It is not attractive. 

Then, my computer almost died, and I panicked and accidently stopped the video. So then I was like....what do I do?? So I just started a new video and attempted to edit the two videos together. It is very clunky, y'all! Y'all know by now that my editing skills are not very good. 

Speaking of editing-- as I was doing so, I realized that (for reasons unknown to me; I probably need to update OBS) the computer audio didn't record. Like you can hear me, but you can't hear the song...like at all. I know this isn't a huge deal because the lyrics are on the video, and you guys are here for my analysis and commentary anyway...but it really bugs me because it's just another thing that went wrong. 

A huge part of me wanted to just start over and re-record. I seriously considered changing shirts, redoing my lighting, updating OBS, and then just re-doing the whole thing. The KP from four or five years ago would have done just that. However, as difficult as it is, I am not going to do that. I am going to post the video as it is because I know that my commentary/analysis is good, and it's ok that everything else is not perfect. That's what I am telling myself...even as my brain is going into overdrive 😂😂😂

I love you guys! The video will be up as soon as it finishes editing!

*Side note- if you want to see Halloween pics from a few years ago...let me know....I may or may not have dressed as Snookie from Jersey Shore.