Addressing Some Very Disheartening Toxicity And My Personal Message To Everyone (Read Below)

Hello everyone, firstly I just wanted to take a moment to share something that I've been getting as of late on here which has hindered my ability to focus and truly be inspired to push myself into giving you all the best that I can and after seeing messages like this, after all that I try to do to give back, truly makes me feel like absolute shit and is completely unwarranted. I know that I WILL NOT be able to please EVERYBODY (even if I go out of my way to try) - receiving hateful messages like this from several of you, really makes me want to just quit. I am deeply sorry if I am not up to standard or am letting any of you down, but just remember one thing at the end of the day: and that is I am human. 

I truly care about what I do and sacrifice more then you guys can imagine to try and please you and If I'm letting you down as a result, then I am deeply sorry but seeing comments like this, destroys my motivation to push forward. There have been a few of you on here who have expressed criticism (AND THAT IS PERFECTLY OKAY) but please ... please don't go and insult my character and degrade me in such a way to where I am meant to feel meaningless. I do the best that I can as one person and so I will not make that into an excuse either, although it is true. I never wanted or intended for this place to be a place of hate ... just a place where we can all share our love and passion as fans for a franchise we all love. I am doing my best and I truly am sorry if I had let anyone down. But please, and I truly do mean this, please don't make me feel like slave or like shit for doing my best. I am doing all that I can and so I hope you guys can understand. Thank you very much for reading this.